Royal Princess

Exams results

2011-11-21T18:53:00.001+08:00

Dear blogger,
alhamdulillah ive received my Exams results. Praises to Allah.

I cant wait for december 7th!
Cant wait to visit Egypt, Makkah, Madinah, Jordan and Palestine!
As for Cairo, Egypt, since there has been some riots and demonstrations recently, im afraid we wouldnt be able to go there. ;( really i wanna go there. So badly.

But We plan, and Allah plans too.
And indeed, He's the best planner. :)

I'll stop here for now.
On a random note, i miss my dad.
Uhhh cant wait to meet him in mekkah! <3

Happy Eidul Adha

2011-11-06T00:09:00.001+08:00

Hello readers.

So exams are over. But no, sch is not over yet, i'll still hv to go to sch for two days nx wk for ppr checking, and then.... Results on the 18th! Oh Allah, pls make things go smoothly. I know ive been lazing arnd and neglecting my studies for the sake of fb and whatnots, but ive been spending my time too, revising studies, the night before exams... Errrrr, if that counts as effort? I guess yes. Errr...

Today is Hari Arafah, 9th of zulhijjah. Tmrw muslims will be celebrating Eidul Adha. I cant wait! This is the first time, after so many yrs, i am celebrating it! All this yrs, both of my parents went for haj. This yr, only dad goes for haj. Mum didnt. So yes,.

The visa issue is a big problem. Well, at first i put the blame on the saudi authorities, and then later, on *insertname*, and later, i get tired of this pin pointing game. Pin pointing can be very tiring, huh?

The same thg goes with criticisms. At first, i was upset and totally infuriated. But later, i learnt to know tht these criticisms mean nothing. NOTHING. Ppl can say whatever they want. And after having said it all, they'll get tired. So, why should we be worked up? Cos later on, we'll get tired of it too. Cos honestly, ive got tired of listening to their criticisms. That, right now, i dont give a damn to whatever comments they wanna give me. Go ahead. Ur critics mean nothing. It doesnt affect me even for the slightest bit.

So shld anyone feel upset that others are criticising them, tell them;
You'll get tired of it. Dont drain ur energy for idiots. Dont waste ur time thinking abt them.
Bcos, just how much do they pay you to keep them in ur mind? Zero.

So people, its not bad at all to be criticised. Ppl will get tired. So its best if u ignore them from the very beginning. They say;

If a dog barks, do u bark as well?
Of course not.

Eid Mubarak

2011-09-10T07:25:00.001+08:00

Ramadhan... Had came & left us.
So i ought to wish Eid Mubarak to all who fasted during Ramadhan.
It's sad that ramadhan had left us in just a blink of an eye.
Have we really achieved what we were supposed to achieve; Taqwa?
Have we done ourselves just by being the slave of Allah?
At least, be a slave of him because we're afraid of his azab or long for his Jannah, if we could not afford to be his slaves because He loves us. Just because.
I really hope I could meet with the next Ramadhan coz i realise that ive not really accumulated much pahala for this ramadhan. ;(
اللهم لا تجعل هذا رمضان آخيرا لنا
They say, that to know whether your fast has really make u a better muslim, you should look at urself during syawal.
Am i doing in syawal what ive been doing during ramadhan?
It is hard to be consistent, but it is harder if i never try.

2011-07-25T17:30:00.000+08:00

Happy birthday to my cute & gerek miss ; marghfy.
Hope you enjoy the special day, and may you achieve your goals in life :)

So....another 1 wk to ramadhan huh? Hehe i miss ramadhan dearly. Terawih, sahur, and of coz, everybody's fav : BUKA! hahah. Then comes the month shawal where u get to celebrate ur own effort, after a mth of fasting. So, those who dont fast, without any valid excuses, you dont deserve raya ok? Thank you

Why am i saying this? Cos ive seen so many shameless ppl celebrating raya lebih over drpd org yg puasa. It just gets on my nerve, how annoying.

Anyway, i dont enjoy talking about those ppl, so, let's change the topic.
Hmm, studies? My studies are getting tougher!!! Im so freaking afraid of not being able to score well for all the subs. But then, yes, i need to keep on reminding myself that when i study, it should be for the sake of Allah, defending Islan and my dignity as a muslim. :)

On a random note, how do you define love? What is ur definition of love?
Im reminding myself not to get into any relationship with anyone.
Seriously, why cant we decide who we want to fall in love with.

Things i wanna talk about

2011-07-18T23:22:00.000+08:00

My laptop is sick....again. It's not in a really bad condition, but somehow i just got so annoyed and lazyto switch it on. Plus this iphone is si handy, whenever i need to access my fb or youtube, there's no need for me to switch on my lappy, whch is acting so annoying currently.

Ive so many things to update about. I wanna post pictures. About umrah, musleh debating championship, and whatnots. But since im updating thru phone, i cant do much.

I miss umrah so much. I miss makkah almukarromah n madinah almunawwaroh. I miss those ppl ive met there. Heheh. I miss my uncle!!

Musleh; junied had won. A total victory. No, i wouldnt say ive won, but i would say that junied had won. Take note. Both arabic teams that were sent went to the final. So, alj a and alj b met in the final. Haha. Aljunied a won. You would probably already know this by now if u read the news. But if u dont, no worries, cos i dont read the news too. Hehehe.

Well honestly, i just hate it when ppl judge me without concrete evidence. But later on, to comfort myself, i told myself that they can judge me all they want, just so they know that Allah knows me better than they do.
And when a person who judges me fails to provide me with evidence as to support their judgements, i take it that they dont hv a firm stand. Even in court itself, when u accuse someone, u need to provide evidence, right?

So anyway, judge me all you want. Allah knows me best. And, klw nk puaskan hati manusia, smpi bile pon tk game. This post is general, a reminder for me and others, so as to not judge ppl all whenever u feel like doing so. Put urself in their shoes, if you think youre gd enough, think again. Plus, everyone has weakness and strength. It's true, if we hv a weakness we need to work on it and improve, that, i dont deny. But my point is, rome isnt built in a day. It takes time to change. And to change, we need support from ppl we love.

Therefore, i would like to take this golden opportunity to express how thankful i am for having such a supportive family, they are my back bone! And im thankful too for having a fren named hidayah who comforted me when im down. Allah bless all you ppl, amin!
Lastly, when you are at your downfall, there you will know who really cares for you. And there i see, my family and my BESTEST fren. hehehe i know he word bestest doesnt exist, i jut made it up ;P

Umrah & my happy moments

2011-06-21T23:32:00.000+08:00

Assalamualaikum people! Alhamdulillah, i had safely returned from Makkah AlMukarramah last sunday at 3am.
Alhamdulillah, it feels so good to finally greets Nabi Muhammad sallallahu alaihi wasallam at Masjid AnNabawi, even though from afar....how i miss him :)
everything in the Haramain was totally astonishing, astounding, miraculous, amazing, subhanAllah, a place filled with barakah indeed......i really want to be there again. i want to migrate there...
ouh, if only i were a boy.
life is so different in haramain. when i was there, i only think about when to go for solah, what is the praying time, meal time, doa, doa and doa.
and when im back here in singapore, i think about these :
-when am i going to complete my islamic banking assignment
-update facebook status and whatnots
-when am i going to do research on this and that!!
Ya Allah,.....life is so stressful. it is stressful when we are not by the Masjid Nabawi or Kaabah.
i didnt even feel any bit of stress there.....i really had a good time...
going to the mosque, reciting the Quran...watching the Kaabah, salutations....those things sooth the heart.
i wish i can do those things again.....Amin. pls bring me there again, Ya Allah.
i already miss Kaabah. i miss watching people rushing going to the mosque for Subuh, i miss watching the seas of people in the Haram, i miss watching people tawaf, i miss watching people reciting the Quran, i miss seeing Arab girls wearing Niqab and covering all their auroh. I miss Rasulullah. I miss Alharamain!!!!

too bad i cant find those things mentioned above in singapore.
ppl rushing to the mosque? no.
sea of ppl in a mosque? no.
muslims reciting quran? no.
women covering their auroh? no.
Ya Allah...bring me there some day, again. Amin!!

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my mum has always been sweet and lovely, today, she was extremely extra lovely when suddenly she wanted to buy for me and my sister iphone4. it was something i wasnt eyeing for. i was actually asking for Ipad 2, but mum instead wanted to buy me iphone4. how lovely of her. and she said that i can borrow her ipad 2 if i want!! yes!! ahahaha. im so excited.
the only prob is i cant enjoy yet, debating championship competition is only 7 days away.
i need to prepare, focus, and enjoy the competition. Allahu musta'an!!

i still cant believe it's another 7 more days! and what on earth am i doing right nowwwwwwwww!!!!!

tonight is the night!

2011-06-04T19:30:00.000+08:00

tonight is the night!
the night ive been waiting for.
i cant wait to reach Madina & meet Rasulullah Sallallahu alaihi wasallam!
i cant wait to reach the soul of the world, the heart of the world, Makkah, that has Ka'bah!
I cant wait to go to Al Haramain!!
i cant wait for my flight tonight!!!

hahahaha, my bro likes saying this : Qatar, World's 5-star Airline. hahahaha

we saw it on Channel News Asia. and like......yay, we are going to take Qatar tonighttt!!

lol. but i have to say that my fav airline is Royal Jordanian.

tu special sikit. hahahahah.

simply cant wait for my flight tonight!

anyway i would like to take this opportunity to thank those very very very caring people who had make doa' for the safety of my journey & family. Syukran peeps! I would definitely remember you in my prayers there too! InsyaAllah. thanks a lot. thanks for all the kind doa's and wishes. <3

Going for Umrah tomorrow

2011-06-03T22:38:00.001+08:00

the long-awaited day to visit Saudi for Umrah will come tomorrow! i cant wait....
أشتاق لك يا رسول الله. عسى الله يعطيني الفرص الكثيرة لمقابلتك

اللهم صل و سلم و بارك عليه و على آله و صحبه أجمعين
semoga Umrah kali ini dapat membuka hatiku & lebih patuh untuk mengikuti semue perintahMu, Ya Allah.

Mudahkanlah segalanya.

اللهم لا سهل إلا ما جعلته سهلا و أنت تجعل الحزن إن شئت سهلا

سبْحانَ الذي سخَّرَ لَنَا هذا وما كنَّا له مُقرنينَ، وَإِنَّا إِلى ربِّنَا لمُنقَلِبُونَ . اللَّهُمَّ إِنَّا نَسْأَلُكَ في سَفَرِنَا هذا البرَّ والتَّقوى ، ومِنَ العَمَلِ ما تَرْضى . اللَّهُمَّ هَوِّنْ علَيْنا سفَرَنَا هذا وَاطْوِ عنَّا بُعْدَهُ ، اللَّهُمَّ أَنتَ الصَّاحِبُ في السَّفَرِ ، وَالخَلِيفَةُ في الأهْلِ. اللَّهُمَّ إِنِّي أَعُوذُ بِكَ مِنْ وعْثَاءِ السَّفَرِ ، وكآبةِ المنظَرِ ، وَسُوءِ المنْقلَبِ في المالِ والأهلِ وَالوَلدِ

what happened on 1st June

2011-06-01T15:51:00.000+08:00

early this morning, my mum & sister went to Johor, so i had to accompany my younger sister to meet her friends at bugis arnd 10. we boarded the bus, and when the time came, i had to separate with her. it's funny how she's already big enough to cross the road, but im still afraid and was so cautious. so what i did was, i stood at a corner & watched her standing at the traffic light. my heart almost skip a beat when i didnt see her after the traffic light turned green!!!! i almost run to check her out.! and that's when i saw her crossing the road.! FUH, i let a sigh of relief.........only after she had crossed safely, i met my friend at golden village.

we went to search for long-sleeve dresses! and yay! i got one for myself, to be brought for Umrah! it was a flowery red/white dress. after about half an hour there, searching for clothes and trying out, we went to arab street since my friend wanted to buy new shawls. but there werent any to her liking. so we went to Bugis Junction.

there, she bought herself a new shawl & i managed to get myself a sunblock powder.. i just cant imagine how hot it's going to be like in Saudi. i cant stand the hotness in singapore, what more the hotness in saudi? but hopefully, Allah will make it easy for me. hahahah FUSSY ME!

after bugis junction, we went to bugis street.....it was so weird, there are so many police officers scattered around the place. hahaha. and after half an hour there, we went to McD.

this is because i was badly craving for McSpicy!!!! i wanted to eat mcspicy before going for umrah!
Thank Allah, i had successfully satisfied my craving for this wonderful burgerrr.....Yummehhhh.

when i was in the bus, on my way home, it was raining HEAVILY. and unfortunately for me, i didnt bring any umbrella. so i called my house -talifon rumah- hahahha. and thank you so much, my maid didnt answer any of my calls -.-
i had started to get so worried, bcos the rain was so heavy and there were lightnings and thunders. those sounds were scary enough.
to make things worse, i alighted at my house's bus stop and tried calling my maid again, but to no avail -.-
damn i felt like crying. i didnt want to run. as i said, it was raining heavilyyyy...and there were thunders and lightnings, so to play safe, i waited at the bus stop for a few minutes along with some other nyonyas and apeks.
i got so envious when i saw people alighting from the bus, and there are their domestic helpers with an extra umbrella. -.- it got me so envious. and at the same time, angry towards my domestic helper. -.-

felt like crying, i called my sister who was at Johor , and asked her to help me call the house. who knows, the maid might answer....finally! my little bro answered the phone. and the 2 went to fetch me at the bus stop.

however, there were puddles of water along the paths we had to walk. trust me, this is the first time, i was wearing my favourite pair of Hush Puppies shoes, and when i HAD TO step on the puddles, water entered my shoessssssssss. there goes my fav pair of shoes -.-
however, im so thankful that i wasnt wearing my boot. else, it would take a long time to dry.

my bag, it got wet, and some time after i had reached home, it has not dried yet, so.....i came up with the idea of using my hair dryer to dry it!!! hahahhaaha it works like a magic! in less than 2minutes, it became dry :))))

mummy returned from Johor and she bought 2 sets of donuts!!!! meaning, there are like, 12 pieces of donuts! gerekkkk. im so gaining weight today. what with the mcspicy and donuts -.- no, i hope i dont gain weight. hahahaha

say: i am the best

2011-05-31T13:16:00.001+08:00

thanks to the spammers who failed their tamil. hahaha.

mus told me it was him & 2 others. rafah n the other one, i dont know. lol

anyway........i so cant wait to pack my clothes & run awaaaaaaaaayyyyyy from HOME!

run awaaaayyyyyyyyy from Singapore...& go to Madinah to meet the prophet pbuh & to makkah to do my umrah ! :)) realllllyyyyyyy cant wait.

actually i dont really have anything to update about....even if there is, it's not really important.
ouh, there is. when i was about to give up on debate, some people like ******, *****, ******, ****, ***** they actually encouraged me to not give up and told me that i can do it. ***** told me that from now onwards, i can only say : i am the best & he'll always be there for me, if i ever encounter any problems. so basically, almost everyone has known what my problem is. except for a few. it doesnt matter.

i guess their efforts are paid off. im starting to gain the self confidence in me......ive started to be excited for the competition. it doesnt matter what people wanna say about me. cos to me, ive told myself that i am the best. so heck care what others wanna say. i aint give a hoot on it.

for now, that's all i hv to say. ouh, i made a collage of myself, & there is, my motto for now :

say: i am the best.

on a random note, i soooo like this song from Ali Baba Bujang Lapok. hahhaha

where's my confidence

2011-05-30T01:44:00.000+08:00

i lack self confidence. no, ive lost it. i used to have it. i didnt know it could be taken away.
i didnt know i could return to square 1 after all these years...
i didnt know i could actually be the old me, whose body shook for every presentations.
the old me, who lacked self confidence,
after all the efforts i went through in order to gain it.
& now i feel like crying.
confidence is the key to success...& right now, im actually slowly losing it?
Sa'idni Ya Robb :'(

friendship never ends

2011-05-29T20:08:00.001+08:00

dear blog, today i had a great day. i had a wonderful day. i had an incredible day. i had one of the happiest day of this year.

i spent 2 & a half hr with my beloved bestfriend, whom i have not met for almost 3 months. can you believe it? of course, if you've been through graduation and all.

separating with your bestfriends or close friends are something we all need to face. because one day, all of us will go our separate ways. but i hope, even after years, my bestfriend and i, will still be like how we are today!

after debate discussion at Bishan Library, i went to Nahdhah for Zohr prayer and later met my friend at Bishan Int. we went to the new seranggon int's mall called NEX.
it was wonderful. it was big & awesome!!! we first went to Wendy's for our lunch. Wendy's is awesome! i wonder why some people said that it is not. it is!!!!

later we wandered around Nex. my bestie wanted to buy a new cloth. funny how i just realised that she no longer likes to wear dress like she used to. both of us, USED to like dresses. but now, even our fashion has changed. she doesnt favour the kind of dress she used to like anymore, me on the other hand, now, prefers to go for something simple. in 6 months, the fashion sense changed! incredible huh!

then we talked about the usual stuffs- schools, results, friends- and whatever. i have a lot more to know about her. it all seems so..........so...............unbelievable. i used to hear her stories everyday last yr, but this yr, no....i didnt know a lot of things that had happened to her. and so did she.

but im thankful enough that we could still talk like how we used to, laugh like how we used to, take photos like how we used to, those things, are totally irreplacable. i know she's irreplacable :)

to Norhidayah, i really appreaciate our friendship, and may Allah protect you :) i hope school is being nice to you :)

For the fact that we are still cheerful as how we used to be,

& For the fact that we still take pictures like how we used to,

I'm grateful & thankful,
:))

MYE Results & why I'm afraid

2011-05-28T11:11:00.000+08:00

"wouldnt wanna be anybody else
you made me insecure
told me i wasnt good enough
but who are you to judge
when you're a diamond in the rough
im sure you've got some things
you like to change about yourself
but when it comes to me
i wouldnt wanna be anybody else."

"who says you're not perfect
who says you're not worth it
who says you're the only one that's hurting
trust me
that's the price of beauty
who says you're not pretty
who says you're not beautiful"

Alhamdulillah, ive received my results yesterday. my parents wentt to my school together without me! i couldnt give rafah the choc i bought for her, and i feel so bad. i couldnt give adibah a final hug, :(
my results were seriously surprising. i got 88.75% which is 8% higher that my last yr final yr's results. probably bcoz lst yr there were academic subjects, but this yr, all focus was on arabic subjects. so i concluded that i did way better for arabic than academic...hahaha. it's very funny though, bcos i seem to prefer studying bio, chem, maths and all rather than studying balaghah, mustolah and sarf! so, these results of mine are really an eye-opener for me. probably Allah wants me to be more into my ukhrawi subjects. but me on the other hand, always want to avoid that. bcos, im afraid of the burdens: burdens that,
1)Amru bil ma'ruf & Nahyu 'anil munkar.
honestly, im not that solehah anyway. do sins everyday. countless of sins. & studying ukhrawi subjects and then do sins at the same time is so contradicting. those 2 things can never relate to one another. just the same as me, criticising those ppl who are highly religious-educated, graduated from islamic schools, but ended up, NOTHING. ended up, just the same like any other seculer students, as if they never study HUKUM in their madrasahs. how pathetic (i screamed to myself).
THIS, i want to avoid. im afraid of THIS burden. im afraid that someday, when i graduated, i would ended up just like them.
Learn the HUKUM, but ignore it. it is just so wrong. it should be: Learn the HUKUM & practise it!
but undeniably, it's very difficult.
2) the idea that i hve to be a very very very religious person.
religious, not as in, never neglect solat. that is but of course, you must do it even though you claim to be not religious, if you call urself a muslim, that is.
but religious person, as in: ghoddul basr, and all those stuffs that ppl nowadays seem to be taking them lightly.
honestly, i do take some of these things lightly too.
and that's the reason why im afraid of studying Hukum2 Islam. bcos, the deeper it gets, the more guilty i would be.
the more guilty i get, the more i would want to avoid doing all these things. but unfortunately, im a teenager myself, and avoiding these 'what-seems-to-be-normal' stuffs aint easy.

so that's about it. you study hukum, you practise.
else, it would just be 'ILM LA YANFA'.
a knowledge that doesnt benefit you.
everyone can gain knowledge, everyone can read the Quran, just like how those non muslims scientist read the Quran.
BUT, only those who truly know Allah, will practise knowledge and contents of Quran.

Hopefully, becoming a mu'min, a true-believer, will be easier after i return from Umrah. amin!

Results Day

2011-05-26T18:54:00.000+08:00

TOMORROW IS THE DAY. RESULT WILL BE OUT.
اللهم اجعلني من المتفوقين و الشاكرين ببركة نبيك و حبيبك محمد صلى الله عليه وسلم

Oh Allah, please grant me my doa'.
Allow me to be one of those brilliant students.
Should i not be one of them, allow me to be grateful for what you've given me.
For YOU are most compassionate,
For YOU are the only one I rely on,
For YOU are capable of doing what you want,
For YOU the one who give me hope. ♥

On a random note, Ust Raziff asked me to 'kirim slm' Nabi Muhammad sallallahu alaihi wasalam, when i visit Madinah later. InsyaAllah! I miss RasulAllah too. يا رسول الله, أشتاق إليك ♥
Ya Allah, allow me to meet this favourite Rasul of yours. it would be a great honour :')

what's on my mind?

2011-05-25T19:43:00.000+08:00

Izinkan ku mencuri bayangan wajahmu.

Izinkan ku mencuri khayalan denganmu.

NEVER GIVE UP!!!

2011-05-23T19:23:00.000+08:00

thank Allah i have a blog. & that fact allows me to post anything i want.
currently, im feeling happy & sad.
happy : i participated in the checkers competition held by my school for the sports day, since i had no choice, and my yellow house friends look so helpless, so i had to. even for the VERY VERY last minute.
i got 3rd place. the 1st round, i lost. 2nd round, the 1st game, both of us didnt have any moves left! both ade 1 king je. haha. & before that, i already feel like giving up.thank God i didnt give up, i thought of my team members. i suddenly remembered this saying:
Losing is not about not being the winner. Rather, losing is giving up without even trying.

so, giving up is a totally shameful thing to do. not just to me, but also my team members, as it wouldnt be fair to them since i didnt fight till the very end. so, the game has to be repeated since neither of us wanted to give in to others. of course, it's not about us winning/losing, it's about the TEAM.

the 2nd game for the 2nd round ended so early. the 1st round took 30minutes of my time, the 1st game of the 2nd round took 1hour. but this very last round, took only 10 minutes! surprising, huh?
i guess i was already too tired, and my mind was thinking about getting home fast, having to take the bus, and having to do a lot of research for debate, these things actually made me played the game very very fast.
it's as if, every movements i made, i made them without thinking that much as of the 1st & 2nd game.

so there it goes...........the clock ticking...........i really wanted to end the game real soon.
and miracles happen, though the movements i made were not of deepful thinking, in 10 minutes, i got myself the 3rd rank. thanks Allah, it was really because of YOU. I couldnt have done it without You. thanks for the miracle :)

conclusion/ moral of the story: never give up!! you dont know the next moment after you give up, you could actually be winning....so persevere!! miracles DO happen. trust me. trust Allah. He will help :))

the same thing happens to my sarf ppr. amazingly, i got the same score for my test, though i thought i did shit for my sarf. gosh i hate sarf wholeheartedly, that it never realllllllly have any place in my brain. yes it does, but only during examinations. funny enough? ouh yeah!

sad : sharing your sorrowful stories is really not smthg to be proud of. thus, i wouldnt 'brag' about it on my blog. let Allah alone knows about it. but anyway, im just disappointed with myself. disappointed with some people around me. sad? indeed.

2011-05-17T19:35:00.003+08:00

CUTENESSSSSSSSSSSS!!!

للذكر مثل حظ الأنثيين

2011-05-17T16:55:00.002+08:00

so this how humans are like......when i hv classes, i sighed. now that im having a break (holiday is almost here), i found myself doing nothing.! like, totally wasting my time. so anyway, while i was doing an article some time back, i stumbled upon a website...there, i read this cool stuff, hopefully you understand! :

وقالك هاذي مرأة جميييييييييييلة جدا ياسر بعد منها حدت

وتلاقاها واحد بوقوس حتى هو مخلاااااااش بعد

فنظر إليها وقلبه ينفطر شغفا بجمالها، ثم تقدم منها ودار بينهما الحوار الآتي

الرجل: "وزيّناها للناظرين"

المرأة: "وحفظناها من كل شيطان رجيم"

الرجل: "بل هي فتنة ولكن أكثرهم لا يعلمون"

المرأة: "واتقوا فتنة لا تصيبن الذين ظلموا منكم خاصة واعلموا أن الله شديد العقاب"

الرجل: "نريد أن نأكل منها وتطمئن قلوبنا"

المرأة: "لن تنالوا البرّ حتى تنفقوا"

الرجل: "وإن كان ذو عسرة"

المرأة: "حتى يغنيهم الله من فضله"

الرجل: و"الذين لا يجدون ما ينفقون"

المرأة: "أولئك عنها مبعدون"

عندها احمر وجه الرجل غيظا وقال: ألا لعنة الله على نساء الأرض أجمعين!!"

فأجابته المرأة:

"للذكر مثل حظ الأنثيين

hehe understood? so basically i got this cool story from a web while doing an article about : guys get twice of what girls do. or in arabic: lizakari mislu hazzil unsayayyn.

im going to summarise what i understood, since it would be a pity if my blog readers dont understand arabic & thus, cant comprehend what it was about.

so basically, there was this 1 beautiful woman, a man saw her, & thus, striked a conversation.
the interesting thing is, their conversation revolved around the Quranic verses. whenever they say something, it's an extract from the Quran.! cool rightttttttttt

so firstly, the guy approached her by saying: "and we(ALLAH) BEAUTIFIED it for the beholders ."
*if u are keen to know, this verse was taken from surah alhijr, verse 16.

the woman then replied : "and we have guarded it (near heaven) from Every outcast Shaitân (devil)."
alhijr, verse 17

the man replied: "Nay, it is Only a trial, but Most of them know not! " alzumar, verse49

the woman replied : ". and fear the Fitnah (affliction and trial, etc.) which affects not In particular (only) those of You who do wrong (but it may afflict All the good and the bad people), and know that Allâh is Severe In punishment." Al-anfal : 25

the man replied: ""We wish to eat thereof and to be stronger In Faith." Al-maidah: 113

woman: " by no means shall You attain Al-Birr (piety, righteousness, etc., it means here Allâh's Reward, i.e. Paradise), unless You spend (in Allâh's Cause) " Ali-Imran : 92

man replied: " and if the debtor is In a hard time (has no money), "   Al-baqarah: 280

woman: " they will be removed far from there (Hell) " Anbiya: 101

the man's face then turned red, he then said :

no doubt the curse of Allah on all ............ (i hope you get what he means-it's not from the quran's verse)

thus the woman replied:" to the male, a portion equal to that of two females" An-nisa' : 11

so that's how the cool & beautiful conversation ended. not that the ending of the conversation was beautiful, but the fact that when they were conversing, they were using quranic beautiful verses.

well apparently, it's quite obvious that even after i translated it, some may still hv problem comprehending the real story. what can i do, arabic is a very beautiful language, that you could hardly translate it into another language with equal meanings & understandings. but if you know arabic, it will be easier to understand in arabic lang than english translation. translating doesnt help much.

but anyway, it's about the guy complimenting the woman's beauty, she then came out with a quranic verse, IMPLYING that Allah has protected women from Syaitan-laknatullah alaih. and when the man said about trial, he was IMPLYING that women are fitnah- and most of them know about it not. (it's true, as stated in the hadis that women are fitnah.) . so the woman said that he should be fearful of fitnah, as it does not only harm those who spread it, but also the innocent ones.

when the man said that "we wish to eat there of...."    , i interpret that he was trying to get close to the woman.

and so the conversation dragged until the man said that the curse of Allah is on all......................
the woman beautifull replied : " to the male, a portion equal to that of two females "

which means, if you get it, the man was actually cursing ........     thus the woman said that male, is going to receive twice of the curse.

upon this, i hope you readers understand the story. hehe. oh btw, this story is not meant to criticise any genders, or anything of that sort,. strictly just for the sake of sharing it to tell people how beautiful Quran is, how beautiful arabic language is, what an honour it is to be studying arabic, & etc. but personally, i think this story is cute :))

updates

2011-05-16T15:31:00.000+08:00

hey people! ive been very very very busy with school that i didnt have the chance to even open my lappy. & even when i did, it's for projectSSSS, assignmentSSSS & whatnots. so.....updates? here are few updates:
-thank Allah, im finally done with my mid year examinations. how was it? tawakkal 'ala LLah. but i believe miracles do happen. while there's iman, i believe Allah will help me... hehe. amin ya Rab!
- second thing, the best thing that's going to happen during my 'summer' holiday, is that, im SO going to Umrah with my beloved WHOLE FAMILY!!!!! exciting or what!!! but of course, there's not much shppng to do, unlike when last time i went to Korea. but this time, seriously not much shppng. bcos im going to bring apparently the usual stuffs.....jubah, shawls...blablabla. unlike when i went to korea, i had to shop for boots, gloves, clothes.....awww i miss shopping so badly!!!!! it's been like.........2 months since the last time i went shopping with my sis. okay, sad story, huh? but probably, i had added 1 thing to my shppng list for Umrah, and that is: SUNSCREEEN , LOTIONS. yeah man, im so not going to let the weather change anything about me. but weight? if probably it's too hot there, and it seems like i'll be sweating a lot, then i should be thankful. bcos now already i could rarely find the time to run. but it's ok, i'll start running 5km again tomorrow...IF i am strong enough. since it's already been a very long time, so there's a chance that my body has got to adapt with running....again. so you see, my body mass goes up and down. it never stays...........'down'. that is just super saddening.

pardon me for my super atrocious and disastrous english. you know, i have not been speaking in english or write in english for like...........................................6 months, since i finished my O'S??????? and even when i did, it's only a simple english that doesnt require grammar excellence or whatsoever. i admit, my english is deteriorating, and infact, it is troubling me. YES, IT IS VERY VERY VERY WORRYING.
that even, right now when i watch english movies, i could hardly understand what are they trying to say. especially british movies. heck, so not my language! hahhaa

moving on, the 3rd update is that, my friends and i are going to represent the school for Musleh Debate again......& im so going to LEARN how to be the 3rd speaker. yes, learn. not practise. this is because, i have always been the 2nd or 1st speaker....to be precise, always 2nd speaker, and 1st speaker only once. and im getting tired of myself. i felt that i didnt have enough skills to be a debator, as till now, i dont have the guts to play the 3rd speaker. so yes, i NEED to learn. need to listen. need to be fast. i believe i can do it. InsyaAllah. or else, im just going to be mad at myself for lacking the skills of playing the 3rd speaker when everybody else can. i really salute people like , basheerah, zuhaili, radhi, k.umi, who could actually play 3rd speaker very very well. and to be honest, i feel so envious that I, COULD NOT. very very sad story. hehe.

but it seems so apparent that my June holiday is going to be totally packed, since i hv a really tight schedule.
going for umrah on June 5th, return to singapore only on June 19th (ouh, can i pls just stay there?), and the rest of the days b4 school reopens, i'll have to go for debate training. this is the time i really wanna improve myself. and am not going to bring my parents down ;)) and finally, the competition will be from june 26th to july 3rd. so, pray for us, ;)) representing the malay/muslims from singapore! haha

faking a smile is ridiculously hard.

2011-04-03T11:21:00.001+08:00

God I'm tired. . im tired of this friendship. im tired of misunderstandings, not being able to understand, putting aside my ego, faking my smile and laughter & whatever. it's a very tiring game, and i dont enjoy it. i want to let these go. but at the very same time, im not prepared to get over this relationshp. infact, i dont want to get over it. i could be very annoyed, irritated, frustated, emotional, very sensitive at times, but i just need time, not that i want to get this relationshp done with. i dont know what i should do now. continue everything? pretend as if it never happened,? forget everything?? but im afraid it would repeat. there's no such thing as a perfect relationship, is there? that's how life is, there is the ups & downs, the goods & bads. nothing is prefect. by continuoing it, im afraid that mistakes would repeat and i would be hurting myself. but what if i put all these to a stop? will it make me feel any better?? by saying sorry, does it look like im the only one who is at fault? apologising doesnt necessarily mean that you are wrong and the other person is right, sometimes it means that you treasure the relationship and really really appreciate it. yes, i treasure this relationship and it never occured to me to let go of it. i apologised, bcos i want to get all these done with. and some parts, were results of my mistakes & my imperfection. but i was really wishing that we could continue like before......until you questioned me. it felt as though my apologies dont mean anything to you. are you really tired of this? bcos i am. but i just want the whole thing back. the fights dont matter to me, so long as we still have our love, right? misunderstandings, you know that all relationship consist of that. or is it me? i couldnt understand you? so is it over, or you still treasure this relationship? dont leave me hanging.

macam2 cerita

2011-03-09T21:54:00.000+08:00

hey people! this blog is as good as dead right? so does this lappy. hhaha. no la, kidding. lappy is working well. but it produces this so annoying sound when i switch it for more than an hour. it's quite old already, going to become 2 yrs old this coming april ! hahaha. so probably after mid yr exam, ask daddy for a new lappy? but daddy has a better gift for me and my family, which is..........umrah for the whole family for 1 month this JUNE!!! i so cant wait for that to happen! miss Rasulullah. hope that i'll be totally free in June. since the plan of going for umrah with the whole family had been post poned...for like.....2 yrs? actually it was supposed to be in 2009. then i had to go for debate training. and then came 2010, i had to go for Olvl classes. and then this 2011. hope everything's going to be alright!
im having a major problem currently......eyes!!!! eyebag, dark circles (panda, or whatever you call it), and......my degree is increasing! for God's sake, i only switch on my lappy on weekends. and i only watch tv once a week!! or only during weekendsssssssss,.... and the degree is actually increasing? -.-
for now, i need to eat carrots every day. until i finish my contact lens and buy a new one, with a suitable degree for my eyes. meanwhile, these dark circles are ridiculous. way too ridiculous. it contrasts with my skin colour and that is just so.....infuriating!!!
im ecstatic today since i had lost 200 calories after exercising just now. hhahahaha. ok, nak berazam, today onwards, i'll go on a treadmill, thrice a week. Tuesday/Wednesday/Saturday/Sunday. any 2 of these days. since my babats are progressing very fast. hahauahauaha. and it's just so annoying that my pants are getting tighter and my babats look so obvious klw pki baju biase. ergh. when most girls at my age badan ok? it shows that i need to control my food intake!!!
school check: ok. sometimes boring sometimes good.
debate? ouh, im loving it. debate is my passion :)

the dark circleeeessssssssssss!

describe school.

2011-01-27T16:38:00.000+08:00

sch sch sch....exhausting. sometimes annoying...and sometimes....exciting!!!
i especially like studying Faraidh! :D and comparative religion...haiz. boring...it's so funny when i remember those times when i thought comparative religion was interesting! well, i guess it's too early to say that it's boring...it might be fun after some time? or....it was wrong of me! hahaha...another yg best balaghah! oh, i so love arabic syi'ir!!! love love love!!! not all. NOT all. suke yg imam syafie's-rahimahuLlah...and those yg psl ilmu and apa2 yg sewaktu dengannye! hehe. tmrw ade debate arab....honestly rase mcm rindu debate...but skrg kene preparekn org script instead of being in the game as the 3rd speaker(mcm lst yr), rase mcm penat...haiz...by tonight, i hv to finish writing those script!! Allah Musta'an.

on a random note, dzul, maseh igt tk time ktrg sec 1? haha. u always ask me about that!
those were the moments...i miss them!! are you still reading my blog? :D

another thing, Chinese New Year is cominggggggg!!! in other words, it means, SHORT GETAWAY IS COMINGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!!! :DDDD

O LEVEL RESULTS

2011-01-11T18:26:00.000+08:00

OH LEVEL !!!
hhahaha. Alhamdulillah, i have received my O's results yesterday. honestly, i wasnt really happy. not happy due to my english's results. but alhamdulillah, managed to score 3 A's and 2 B's for other subjects. so, getting one C, not really a big deal. Thank You Allah! i realised that mine wasnt that bad, a lot more scored worse. this teaches me to be grateful... and contented with what i have...after all, 'wa in syakartom la azidannakom. wa la'in kafartom inna azabi la syadid'. so yes, after a while, i came to be contented for what i had achieved. it wasnt easy.....it wasnt easy for any madrasah's students who had to juggle between their academic studies and their ukhrawi studies! just like my friends.........and I. i have to admit that i was quite envious of some of seculer's students results. it's like, 5 A's are not really a big deal. but for me, if i were to get 5 A's, i guess i would probably faint or cry tears of joy. hahaha. serious!! but on the other hand, i am proud to be me, i am proud to be a madrasah student, yes, my results werent as good as some of them's and i only achieved 3 A's. but................all of us, madrasah student had to go through our O level yr, by not only studying for O level, but also we had to study for our ukhrawi subjects.! so, if you take 7 subjects for O's, we actually had to sit for like, 13 papers during our Olvl yr. it wasnt easy. but WE MADE IT. congratulations to all my fellow mates who had been attending classes every,...monday, wednesday, thrusday, saturday for Olvl's sake. we may not be the best, but hey, we did our best ;) AND, we have the BEST of BOTH WORLDS, right ;) fret not, Allah knows best ;) i also would like to congratulate the geniuses in school who had done amazingly well for O's! amira, dzul, farah, fairuzee...and oh wow, the only guy who scored DISTINCTION for english! seriously, i dont hv any idea how u did ur eng ppr -.- hahah it was so tough leh! so yes, dont be sad, dont be disappointed, it's not the end of the world. while there's life, there's hope, okay? and dont compare yourself to others, because you might have gone through what others have not, and others might have gone through things that you have not. it's not a fair comparison if you still insist to compare. just treat yourself fairly, love yourself before you love others ;)

HI SEOUL, SOUL OF ASIA

2010-12-19T18:19:00.000+08:00

KOREA WAS AWESOMEEEEEEEEE!!
IVE UPLOADED THE PICTURES ON FACEBOOK.

there you go...

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=53555&id=1629907088&l=05d7b1ea4c

and.....

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=53631&id=1629907088&l=56bddedd2b

uploading hundreds of pictures on blogger are going to be tedious for sure.
so ive decided to just provide the fb link.

Trip To Seoul, South Korea

2010-12-09T17:37:00.002+08:00

Anyong Ashinikak!! im so freaking excited for tomorrow's flight to Seoul, South Korea!!!!!!!!!!
i have been packing my stuffs-clothes, toiletries, accessories- that i want to bring since the past 3 days, so excited righttttt!!
just now i watched channel news asia. and the reporter was reporting from Seoul, South Korea! exactly the place where i'll be visiting!! at the same time, the 'conflict' between south korea and north korea kind of scares me, hopefully they will settle it in a good way, for the benefit of the citizens.
this is the list of places that i'll be visiting while im in Korea :D
~NAMI ISLAND (sounds familiar?? this is where Winter Sonata-korean drama- was filmed like.....8 years ago...i like choi ji woo and also the leading actor. but i hate the ending, the guy suffered from a disease and later went blind. the woman married a guy who has been loving her since high sch. well, if you watch the whole series, you'll understand :)) but seriously, its not a happy love story that has a perfect ending-which made me kind of mad. lol )
~Mount Seorak
~Kwongerumseong Fortress
~Fish Market of Daepo Harbour
~Yongpyong Ski Resort
~Gyeongbok Palace
~National Folklore Museum
~DONGDAEMUN (this is actually a very famous place for tousists to shop! it was featured in the korean drama-He's Beautiful- lol. i love the drama! hahhahaha. there is this one scene where the girl tours around dongdaemun while talking on the phone with a man-who secretly loves her- the man told her where to shop for clothes, what she should eat etc, when he was actually following her, but unfortunately, they are not fated to be together! watch He's Beautiful ! hahaa. my cousin was the one who recommended it to me :D )
~Itaewon Shopping
~Itaewon Mosque-the biggest mosque in Seoul, let's see how big it is!
~Wax Museum
~Amethyst Shop
~Myeongdong shopping!
~Namdaemun shopping!
~2002 world cup stadium
~Namsan Hanok Village
~Cheongha- shop for souvenirs

so basically those are all the places that i'll be visiting!!! argh, cant wait !!! and i wish it's not a 5 days trip. if only it were 8 days trip or more!!

academic/ukhrawi ?

2010-11-29T21:14:00.000+08:00

hi bloggy, holidays has been very good to me :)
tomorrow im going to sch to buy books for preu 1. im not quite sure actually. it feels as if my heart has 2 compartments. the first asking me to continue in the academic stream, and the other one, encouraging me to complete my ukhrawi studies as i only have to endure for 2 yrs.
2 yrs, sounds so easy, huh? but frankly, the very moment i saw the booklist, i felt some sort of fear.
yes, honestly, i dread going to sch tomorrow to buy books for nx yr, i dread thinking of going to sch nx yr, i dread thinking of the umpteen examintations i'll have to face nx yr, i dread thinking of the competitiveness between students! God, i am uncertain of what my heart wants. :(
the first compartment of my heart tells me that i am better off studying what i have passion for, which is science. i cant imagine going to sch nx yr without studying my fav subjects: maths, chem, bio :(((((((
plus, my mind gets so messed up everytime i start to think about the ukhrawi subjects!!!
it gives me some kind of electric current that flows through my brain!! usul fiqh, tajwid, mustalah hadis!!!!! God, am i up for it ?! am i even doing the right thing? they say, follow what your heart says, but what if, your heart has 2 says, shouldnt you just choose one of them? im seriously lacking confidence. ergh, i hate myself for having low self-esteem. :(
maybe im at fault, as, till now, i havent done istikharah yet!! gosh, i like procrastinating, ergh.

Note to self:
2 things i should remove from myself:
-lack of confidence. it doesnt just bring me down, it's also capable of killing me and tarnishing my dreams!
-procrastinate. please dont, you know you'll regret it sooner or later. God knows. WALlahu 'Alam

p/s: God=ALLAH for there is no Holy God except for HIM.

Life On Facebook

2010-11-13T20:24:00.000+08:00

GUYS, watch THIS hehe!
it's interesting i tell you, well, to me at least :))
today is a pretty boring day.....except that i got to watch The Legend Of The Fist : The Return Of Chen Zhen.
Well honestly, it doesnt meet my expectation. Ip Man 1, 2, the legend is born are way better than this :)
no offence! but i love the movie....i love movies that have anything to do with IP MAN! hahaha.

O LEVEL IS OFFICIALLY OVER!

2010-11-12T20:17:00.000+08:00

YESSSSAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. O LEVEL IS OFFICIALLY OVER!
good luck to those who are taking sastera ;) do your level best!
I missed soto so much!!!! hahaa. time hari raya makan sebanyak-banyaknye. out of 5 houses, 2 houses ade mee soto! skrg raya dah gone, soto punye bau pon da tkde....... :(((((
just now, right after my sci p1(last ppr!), tanpa plan ape2, call dayah and joined her and the rest of the girls mkn kt Bedok......luckily ade soto.....hahahah terubat rindu. :D
im currently having a sore throat :( and muscles kt kaki pula maseh saket2 due to the effect sbb haritu exercise on treadmill after MONTHS tk gunakn treadmill :D
im getting fat man.......ergh. so the only azam right now is to lose weight, and run on treadmill every free day i have!!! there's no more laying back this time!! i need to get back my weight!! need to lose weight before going to Korea so that i can fit into the zara trenchcoat..sigh, im fat. need to ensure that my weight doesnt exceed 56! ergh ergh ergh. mcm2 problem. dzul kate im stress tu pslllllllllll hahahahah

on a random note, i was wrong about you all this while.

NOVEMBER 10TH, WORST DAY EVER!

2010-11-10T22:00:00.001+08:00

can't November 10th get any worse????!!!!!
I woke up late for my O's Malay paper, forgot to bring my hp that i charged before going for shower, forgot to wear watchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!
when i was having a shower, the only thing that ran through my mind was, what would i do if i were to be late!! my grade......these things seriously freaked me out.! after subuh, i rushed to leave the house and get the bus as soon as possible! thank Allah just before i reach the bus stop, the bus came......I RAN, man! first time!!! for the sake of O's! oh welll......
and when i entered the bus, only God knows how insecured i was. ppl was looking at me as if i just came out from the bathroom. but yea, my face was all wet!!!
after boarding 135, i realised that i left my phoneeeeeee!!!!!!!! this totally scares me. i was thinking about how am i going to survive the day without my phone with me! i was thinking about my outing with dayah, and how am i going to contact her!!!
to make things worse, i wasnt wearing a watch!! and my life without watch is totally incomplete!!
i have the tendency to look at my watch every 30 min, and the day without watch......................argh!
my mind kept on wondering, "what is the time now!!!!!" like, seriously, i need to know whether im late or i still have time, or i hv to alight and just grab a damn taxi!!!!!!! those things were running on my mind, and i kept on saying to myself that november 10th is the worst day EVER.
without my phone and watch, i felt so incomplete. grrrrrrr
thank God, faey let me use her hp to contact dayah, and even followed us for lunch!!
the outing made my day better. :) though, undeniably, today IS the worst day ever!
the best thing is, since today is November 10th, i am just a month away from flying to KOREA ;D
December 10th, pls come soon,........really soooooooonnnn!!! Korea has been waiting for me, and i kept on thinking about how wonderful the trip is going to be, InsyaAllah!!

حجا مبرورا و سعيا مشكورا

2010-11-09T12:48:00.000+08:00

i really cant wait for Olevel to end...! I'm already tired of having to go to CHIJ..... tired of storing things into my brain! hehe :D
the worst thing is that tomorrow i have a paper that starts at 8, and since chij is damn far from my house, I'll have to leave the house at 6. i hope that i wont be late!! i hope that i wont oversleep.
going to miss my parents, sisters who went for Haj on monday and tuesday.
Allahumma sahhil umurohum, Ya Allah.
Allahumma ij'al lahom hajan mabruro wa sa'yan masykuro, wa zanban maghfuro. amin!
Allah yahfazukom, insyaAllah! :)))

O's is over, journey to KOREA had just started.

2010-11-03T21:51:00.000+08:00

O's is overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....................hahhaa. nahh, not yet. Malay n p1 sci :)))
but that unofficially means that O's is over :)))
yayness, i can now focus on shopping, baking, sleeping late, waking up in the afternoon, trip to KOREA!!!
so looking forward for December 10th!!! KOREA, here i come :DDD anyone wants to teach me simple korea? haha. probably i would try learning a few words before going. maybe,,....what is' thank you' in korea, 'how are you' , 'im fine' and whatnots. how interesting! cant waittttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.
the most interesting part is that i can go shopping.!! to buy all the necessities that include winter clothes (i already aim Zara), gloves, boots. and whatever..........
yayness coolness. cant-wait-ness! hahahhaahahahhahahahaha.

on a random note, i miss my old self. :(

oh levellllllllllllllllllllllllllllll

2010-10-14T18:09:00.000+08:00

OH LEVELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
hhahaha. what am i doing seriously?
i'll be sitting for IRK paper 2 nx wk and here i am, FBing and blogging! like.........wth?!
yesterday's arab paper was quite tough. i dont even know swimming in arabic when everyone knows it! -.-
i slept in cls? but i have never slept in arab cls before! just which part of the cls did i miss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
luckily the compre was easy. alhamdulillah. Allahumma yassir wa la tu'assir.
IRK pula pure luck. luckily the night before paper 1, glance kat Umayyah. klw tk, fuhhh~~~ 5 marks babe hlg!! nx monday IRK P2, hopefully questions from previous years will come out. :D
klw tak what for kn buat TYS? hahhahaha.
papers yg plg plg plg takot - chem, bio!!!! , MATHS! kene practise from now!!
tapi saya malas. n sblm practise kene revise. haiz. malasnye. astaghfirullah!
english. no comment la. nk practise ape kn compre n compo? hemm...im just hoping that miracles will happen. amin ya rabbal alamin!!! MIRACLES DO HAPPEN...............just like what i experienced during IRK P1! :DD
i seriously cant wait to leave school !! yay. leave sec4, leave so-called 'friends'....hahhaa, big time! :)))

raya came and almost over

2010-10-03T10:36:00.000+08:00

wah...i didnt update this blog for 1 solid month! this blog is almost as good as dead!
hehe. ramadhan dah gone, raya dah came and almost over, olvl is just around the corner. but.....i still have not decided which path should i go.....preu or preu not/? haha Alvl(after getting olvl result, of coz) or preu in junied? haiz.........the environment seriously doesnt suit me, im not someone who obeys rules. i study, i learn in school, i treasure the knowledge i received, but on the other hand, i cant fit myself into some of the rules. if it's regarding coming to school punctually, that's not a problem. if it's regarding studies, i will try my best. but yea, the conclusion is, i always cant wait to leave school. not about the knowledge, but the environment and the people instead. i love junied. i love how it USED to be years ago.

yesterday, my family and i had our lunch at Shangri-La. i took some photos;

hemm..........ouh, and last night, i had fun going to mhds youth's perjumpaan raya! haha. good job guys :))
i think ive said enough . still have places to visit. esp open house, so yea, while u can, enjoy ur raya *to those who fast only!!* :D

2010-09-02T13:47:00.000+08:00

shoopppppping! fuh, bestnye. recently, asek shopppppppp je!
on sunday, after i finished BC, g 313@somerset, tgk billabong, finally!!! dpt beli belt !! da lame nk jln cari belt!
on monday n tuesday, my friend and i went to..BUGIS STREET! almost 6 months tk g sane!
on wed, teachers' day, so holiday. my family went to Johor together with rifa'i and my aunt. awesome!!!
belanja smpi 9-0-0 RM. haha. luckily RM. bkn SG :D
tomorrow Maths P2. hopefully i blh buat :))
just now chem/bio MCQ. 1h is seriosuly not enough sey. die igt org robot eh nk habiskn 40 questions in 1 hr? dengan chemistry yg kene kire mol, conc, MR.....dgn bio yg kene recall blk bende yg ktrg belaja, and then link it to the questions! seriously tk ckp! at least 1h 10 min ke kn?? OH LEVEL, OH LEVEL.
penat uh. prelim klw dabes pon blm blh relax. kene keep on practising jd tk lupa, so OH LEVEL klw dtg da sng.
gosh, why i wrote this post in COMPLETE MALAY?
not perfect malay, but complete! haha. maybe i was too excited, since just now i sat for my Malay P2 :DD
ahhhhhh........i miss cousin ;)

prelim

2010-08-20T18:44:00.000+08:00

Preliminary Examinations are going to commence next week!!!!!
next week my dear Sec4s and PU1s...(PU1s my dear???-haha). padehal tk rapat!
anyway, I can already feel the pressure. but yes, i wont get myself too stress over prelim. thanks to this hectic semester, pimples are travelling freely on my face. they are, but so ANTAGONISING.
i couldnt count how many creams i had tried to actually remove themmmmmmmmmmm!
natural remedy is the best! i wont hurt myself by wearing so-called good products.
anyway, i sat for my lughah oral just now....i was so neervous. ya Allah! Only God knows.
i HONESTLY do not have any idea on how to describe the picture. picture discussion was damn annoying.
and then it comes the conversation!!!!! garrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. TRUTHFULLY, i am NOT a creative person. i'll repeat, NOT a creative person. if u want to find a creative person, i would be the last one that you should think of. ! i was stuttering all the way throughout the conversation. no, just kidding, not ALL THE WAY, but maybe MOST OF THE TIME-which is still considered BAD! hope Allah softens the examiner's heart . :(
he was asking me whether I hv done any volunteery work, seriously, im not the kind of person who would join ramadhan youth camp and then go to the houses in singapore to lend a hand! so obviously, i dont hv any experience/idea how it's carried out. hence, i simply said ive never done it before. then for a few seconds, there was a silence, i continued and elaborated why . it was so embarrassing. nampak sgt mls nk buat bende2 ni semue, actually tk mls, tapi family should be prioritised first before anything else. so, klw tk tlg family sendiri, asl baik sgt nk tlg org awam? betol tk? hahahaha
ttteeeeeeeeettt i know i did badly. let's hope that Allah will help me for everything is in HIS hand.

nice pssrby

2010-08-09T16:22:00.000+08:00

thanks to the very nice pssrby. i realised that posting a post about IMG was redundant.
anyway, i take the comment about my face as a compliment. indeed it is :))
and the tengku thingy, should i capture a photo of my IC to prove that tengku is really my REAL name?
haha. that wont make any difference. BECAUSE ur comment means NOTHING. except for the sportsmenship.

sch had reopened...almost 3 wks!

2010-07-12T18:55:00.001+08:00

wow, it's almost a month since i last blogged! well, does anyone even visit this blog? whatever it is, thats not the purpose of me typing today. moving on... few days before holiday ended, i went shopping almost everyday with my sister! :)) and now that school had started, im pretty busy with my studies that i could barely find a time to switch on my laptop. thus, i update status more through mobile web :)
tomorrow is my mum's birthday! ergh, what should i give her? a prada? gucci? coach perhaps? :$
mum, i love you so much. the love is beyond words. :D
anyway, for the past few days, i noticed that things had changed. not a small one. but a major one! is it me? or is it people around me? it beats the hell out of me. i really dont know.
well, life sucks if everything goes wrong. you really cant help but feel sorry for yourself. unfortunately, i hv this feeling inside of me right now. inferior. low self-esteem. whatever you call it.
right now......i guess i'll describe my days as boring. i cant seem to adapt in a situation where everything i knew before this had changed. is it them? or is it me? this moment is so excruciating. how annoying.
oh, i just realised that i never get enough of sleep! haha. what do you call this? hemmmm...
even if ive slept for 9 hrs, i would still feel sleepy after the next 5 hrs. is this normal?? i doubt so.
i hate the fact that i am busy. having to bring homeworks home everyday. these are the days that i would call it.....'THOSE WERE THE DAYS' when i grow old later on? when i reminisce my old days with my close friends? for now, im in a misery. and it pains me. probably i should just endure these things. duh, do i have any choice?!
thanks Allah, youve woken me up from my brilliant fantasy. and now it's time to face the reality. it's time i face the real world.(no matter how laborious it may be.)

MADE IN CHINA

2010-06-16T15:43:00.001+08:00

alhamdulillah, on last friday, around 10pm, i returned to singapore safely. :) china was completely, seriously, totally AWESOME!
i couldnt find any words that are suitable enough to describe how great the trip was.
6 days in china made me reluctant to leave the country. but people says, the first trip is always the best.
how true! 2005 trip to china was way better if i were to compare between those 2 trips.
but alhamdulillah, this time, i shooooopppppppppppinnnggggg like there's no tomorrow!
thanks mummy for buying me all the things i want. haha. once every 5 yrs sey. haha :D
the best thing is, i got something that i never dream of before. guueeessssssss?/
my beloved mum bought me a ring when we visited the jewelry shop.!!! the feeling was indescribable.
no, it wasnt a diamond ring. it was RUBY! red in colour, and a genuine one at that!!!!
i never thought that ruby, emerald or whatever gems can be so cheap. i thought one would costs a few thousands, but i was wrong. haha. she also bought me a jade bangle. it's a young jade if im not wrong.
thanks mum :)
the makciks who travelled with us to china were awesome and fun people to be with!
the best place in china is the...............HAPPY VALLEY!
it's something like the sunway lagoon in KL. i rode the train, but the ride was something like a roller coaster!
woohhhhhhoooooooo. i wish i could take photos while im up there! haha. no, it's too dangerous.! and at certain times, i felt like falling. gosh. it was the second best ride!
the first best ride was the *i forgot the name* but it was something like the one i rode with my siblings at sunway lagoon! the water splashed on all of us!!!!! i forgot to bring the plastic raincoat that my mum bought before entering the place. despite being wet, it was exhilarating.!
thanks to the sweltering sun, my face went tan when i returned to singapore! argh
luckily the weather was nice. 19degrees....
hope it will recover completely real soon. :)
i think, that's all for now. im going to miss china and the nice people i met there. haha :D

the hotel i placed all my stuffs and luggages and the place where i slept at during the nights.:)

think u've seen this place or face before?

the man is Mao Tse Tung.

it's a must-to-go place for tourists.

but i dont like the place, too big!!!

the palace was so huge, enormous and everything that has to do with LARGE!

once u get in, the only place for u to go out is the place after u round the whole palace!

meaning, the exit is at the end of the palace. :( my legs were tired.

HUGE PALACE. just look at the back! so much space.

it was a nice place. seriously.

this is before i went in to the place where Olympic 2008 took place(beijing)

Olympic 2008 Beijing

at the hotel's garden. nice views theyve got! :))

jewelry shop. :)))))))))))

first time to reach the ORIGINAL HARD ROCK CAFE.

the tshirts were all cool. lucky i bought one. :D

cooolllllllll eh?! ahhahah

introducing my favourite place: HAPPY VALLEY!

whoops, the H is hidden. thanks eh chicken.! haha

this bungee ride made my heart pumping scorcingly!!

awesomeness sey castle! something like singapore's (sentosa)?? haha

a perfect fairytale ~~~

roller coaster yg i paling nk naik tapi tk dapat.!

Queue die...FUH, semangat! brape meter punye queue! haha

the best ride i took!!! woohhhhoooooooo

water splashing !!! haha

okay, too much pictures! around 900 in a matter of 6 days! wow....

thanks to the interesting places i visited. okay, till the next post. ;)

IT'S A BLUE DAY. HOW TRUE!

2010-06-01T22:45:00.000+08:00

IT'S A BLUE DAY!
11 in the morning, went to East Coast Park for the class barbeque.
it was good. i appreciate the commitees' efforts. thanks for making it a successful gathering. :)
so it was a BLUE DAY. blue, as in, every each and one of us have to wear at least something that has blue on it. since i dont favour the colour, i dont hv any blue clothes, so i ended up coming wearing a blue scarf.
at least! semangat cls 4B. haha. but it's undeniable that this THEME is such a nuisance. it was the reason why i was quite reluctant to go at first. there were games. i didnt get any present, since i go back early. haha.
mum said that i need to go back before evening. so i wanted to go back at 3. and guess what? bile sampai rmh, my mum asked me bile benda tu habes, i said 5.30, guess what she said? asl tk stay smpi 5.30?
hahaha! omg. klw tau blh, dah stay sey. i didnt get to see Mr Fathul performance :( since i go back early and he only comes at 3++ i reckon.
moving on.
fiqh project was such a nuisance!!!! it spoilt my day.
no, not the attire to be worn tomorrow!! it's the project itself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
we are required to reach Pasir Ris MRT at 8 tomorrow. that's not a problem
the problem is, printing, burning the project on a CD, and whatnots.
urgh!! it's so frustating to be a leader! not an easy task obviously.
i need to sms everyone to ask who is willing to do this and that. how annoying.
i am certain that this is the worst project ive done so far. OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG. OMG.
will the projects in uni or poly be much tougher?? OF COURSE!
i need to prepare myself. okay, probably the time is insufficient.(no doubt). ergh.
whatever it is, the project made my day BLUE. as in, really bad, spoilt, anything that are synonyms to BLUE.
i hate blueeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

HAPPPPPPPPYYYYYY

2010-05-29T17:03:00.004+08:00

GSS WAS DAMN FUN & AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!
3 hari turut2 shooppppppppppiiiingggggggg!!!!
ape lgk? lepas geram uh, da lame jgk tk shppng (im lying) !
but exams were stressful, so, i deserve some time to wind up! and plus, my result wasnt that good.
Alhamdulillah, though i didnt manage to be one of the top 3 students, Allah really knows how to make me happy. alhamdulillah, i wasnt even sad about getting number 4. haha. why?
tengok org jln kaki? thx to faezah for this very wonderful advice. it's true. i learn to be grateful. i learn to be thankful. alhamdulillah, at least i passed, and IT'S NOT THE END OF THE WORLD! ;)
i still hv time to improve my studies and......english! bang!
i went to take british council's test this morning, those people were friendly :) i cant wait to start my BC in july! i feel like quitting AAM.! my english was trouble mubble. huh? does the word exists?! *giggle*
after BC, my sister and i went to Far East Plaza, as yesterday, when we went to 313@somerset, we couldnt find any beautiful jacket. oh yes, there was this 1 cute jacket at ZARA. unfortunately, there's no black colour, it was brown. :( so i didnt buy it.
we bought 2 dresses for ourselves....urgh, i simply cant wait to FLY to China!!!!!! if possible, i want to pack all my stuffs right now and FLY to china! hahaha. xiao. excited tahap maxima. it's quite funny.
because i wasnt as excited when i wanted to go london. yes, excited, but not to this extent.!
after far east plaza, we went to Bugis Junction. this is where i met dzul n faey at McD.
the best thing is, i managed to buy a coat for myself at DOROTHY PERKINS. haappppppppyyyyy!!!
ive been searching for a coat to be brought to China for these few days!! that's the main reason why i wanted to go shopping.! finally man!there were. of course, lots of coats, but all of them weren't to my liking.
im so excited, im so excited, im so excited!! i cant wait to start my BC class and i cant wait to go to CHINA!!! haha :D
4 MORE DAYS GUYS.

KPE CAMP & CHINA!!!!!

2010-05-26T12:45:00.000+08:00

KPE Camp was completely awesome!!!
it was held on May 21st-May 23rd. clashed with the visit to Syariah Court on Friday, the 21st!
they both clashed with my 2nd sister's 17th birthday! haha. so, happy belated birthday, ye kak? :)
obviously, exam is over! im worried now about my results. some of the results i received are good and great. but of course, life is not about always being good, so there are some results which im not happy with or unsatisfied with.! this includes my chemistry paper! but alhamdulillah, i passed the subject, though i didnt get above 50!!!! but, as what my friend always says , "klw kte naek kereta, kite kene tgk org yg berjln kaki."
so, i consider myself lucky to have managed to pass the subject as there is quite a number of people who failed it. this june holiday, i will try my best to brush up on my O's subjects! especially Maths and Chem.

my team members are Bashir, Faiz and Hamkha.

anyway, im anticipating to go to China..............again!!! for the 2nd time!!!

i miss my China a lot man!! it's been a few years since I last went there! the last time i went there was on 2005! last time masih blm ade hp, amek gmbr semue kt camera kakak, den gmbr2 semue hilang!!!

so this time, i will take PHOTOS TRUCK LOADS! hahahahaha. so EXCITED!

weeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!! china, here i come! :D

ouh yes, but the sad thing is, im going to miss my sch excursion to Science Centre, where they'll be going to LAB!!!!! to see what will come out during Olvl........hopefully, i will hv the chance to go to the lab with my friends after i return to singapore. that is, if they may want to!! argh, kene bayar lagikkkkkkkk!!!

EXAMS

2010-05-17T18:57:00.000+08:00

EXAM IS ALMOST OVER!!!
tomorrow im going to sit for my sci paper, which is my last paper! yay!
hah, i was supposed to blog tomorrow eh, after exam habis,,?! haha. it's okay, hari ni feeling2 mcm dabes exam!
im so worried of my scores for all the papers that i had sat for.! why? this yr, as i had stated multiple of times, SWAY yr for me. not really sway, astaghfirullah, but, kind of a yr that is full of obstacles and whatnots!
it's ridiculous and plain absurd. my maths paper, that i sat for today was totally tough! but a friend on fb said that it was easy. so, was it really tough, or, was i plain stupid?!
i dont think i gave my best, so, i dont hv any right to ask Allah for the best.
dear Allah, pls soften my heart so that i can accept things that you have set for me.
i know, u hv better plans for me. :)
if Allah brings me to it, HE will, SURELY, brings me through it.! insyaAllah!

sony ericsson VIVAZ

2010-05-07T16:44:00.000+08:00

Hello people!!! i wanted to update my blog, but was so busy transferring files to my new handphone!!

so this is my new mobile-sony ericsson VIVAZ- that was bought for me by my dearest, sweetest mother! :) thanx mak, ily!! <3

initially, i was in love with xperia x10. it looks so slick and awesome! and it currently costs $698 if im not wrong. and most people, when i asked for their views, would say that it's suitable for business etc.

so i browse for satio. man, it was awesome as well!! 12mp some more! tk pyh bwk camera! but when i wanted to purchase it, it is already out of stock! :( tkpe, redha. da takdir dpt vivaz.

but vivaz is seriously not that bad, at least the colour is damn gorgeous that everyone was singing its praises! haha. alhamdulillah, i didnt choose black, thanx mum for the advice! :)

my exam will commence nx wk. so i'll be damn busy. need to do this and that, revise this and that, hafal this and that (oh my ALLAH!), and do what needs to be done!

so i'll end my post here :)

on a random note, im exhausted of hafaling. -.-

SHOOPPPPPPPPPINGGG!

2010-05-03T19:17:00.000+08:00

happy labour day!
hah, pegi shopping 2 hari turut-turut! smlm, n niari. best!!!!!! da lame tk g shpping!
smlm igt nk beli hp baru, xperia 10 sony ericsson, but it's still very new, and maybe would take about 1 mnth, baru harga turun sikit, haiz, so maybe kene tunggu june! but im tempted to use the voucher, 200SD punye voucher klw beli hp. that's bcos im a student and ape ntah. tk igt! haha. staff tu pun tny knp tknk amek iphone, omg, iphone is way cheaper than xperia ! xperia costs 689 if im not wrong klw tk pki voucher. iphone pula, tggl add 100++ if i were to use the voucher. tk pyh suda, da 3 iphone kt rmh. so sick of it! nah, JK! but i really want xperia yg latest!!
yesterday my mum bought me a charles & keith high heels and sunglass! excited sey. my sis and mum pun grab barang2 smpi time nk byr, altogether = 220SD.
then went to BYSI, beli2 baju. promotion gile sey. harga semue da turun! wahahaa. harga kereta naek, harga baju turun! im not kidding! LOL. i bought a coat which initially costs 69.90, tp dpt 20.70! brape percent sey tu beza!
then harini, celebrate my little brother's bday kt secret recipe....jln2 around vivo city and borong almost everything yg best2 kt accessories pny kdi! kedai die cute!! mcm nk beli the whole thing!! beli brg kt kdi oh-so-cute tu cost 168SD. and tgh promtion, so = 148.........hahaa. i love shooppppppinnnnnnnnggg!!
and at last, notes utk exam semue blm siap! okay, i think i'll continue doing my notes aftr this! pray for me!
wish me luck for my exam k! :DDD

chem pract. thanks Allah.♥

2010-04-27T20:56:00.000+08:00

chemistry practical exam was an utter *insertwordhere*.
firstly, i really was prepared for it. but today, i discovered something. i realised that i hv arsonphobia.
i hv a phobia on-igniting fire and whatever that has to do with fire! seriously, practicals are always associated with fire. and im totally in deep trouble. i cant help it!
just now, when i ignited the fire, and saw its flame, i could feel the thrill! so what did i do? i turned it off!
-.- argh! i dont know why, but right now, im so afraid of fire. be it the flame, or anything associated with it!
as stated at the very first part of the post, chem pract was a total disaster. the story is long, and im too lazy to type. haha.
i want to thank Allah to hv easen my brain to store information for tafsir paper on thursday. without you, i couldnt hv done it. thanks ALLAH. ♥♥♥♥♥

A VERY VERY VERY BAD BAD BAD HAIR DAY!

2010-04-23T20:56:00.000+08:00

argh, today was a total catastrophe!!!! i experienced a really bad hair day. literally, not having a problem with my hair, but........everything went wrong!! totally wrong, horribly wrong, ridiculously wrong!!! -.-
during recess time, i accompanied my friend to the sch's office. i walked behind her, WHILST DRINKING.
silly me. padan muke aku, minum diri! haha. i never done this before, but today i did, bcause i was afraid that the food's smell that i ate just now would lingers in my mouth. so i drank. and when my friend stopped in front of the office, i just felt the urge to laugh, probably of something she said earlier, i choked and....GUESS WHAT? MY MOUTH WAS 'FLOODED' WITH WATER LIKE A BALLOON, AND THE BALLOON JUST BURST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! get the picture??? i accidentally spited the drink!!!!! OMG. -.-
that moment, only GOD knows man!! so embarrassing, paisey sey. mane tk paisey, the sec3s guys that were there laughed like hell. and 2 sec3 girls saw me!!!! one of them actually laughed upon seeing my face!!
PAISEY, i stood beside my friend (who was busy talking with the administrator that she doesnt notice what happened.). THAT'S WHEN I REALISED, the water SPLASHED on the glass of the office!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT A DAY MAN!!!!!! paisey!!!!
i apologised to have accidentally dirtied the glass!!! and she gave me a tissue to wipe the splashes water. and i could see that there was a woman who was inside the room laughing and smiling at me!!! OMG. =.=
im so not going to forget this day. haiz. phobia already to drink while walking or standing.
everytime i want to drink, i am reminded of this incident! GOD, tell me i am dreaming!!!! tell my brain to erase this incident off my memory!!
WOOH, feel better after blogging.

shalalalalal

2010-04-21T20:59:00.000+08:00

how should i start blogging? hello? hi? hey? salam?
okay, maybe, salam is the most appropiate one! so there you go, assalamualaikum!
da byk benda berlaku semenjak kebelakangan ni. i dont know hos i should describe it or put it into words, but i felt as if april is totally full of *insertword* for me. -.-
on thursday, i sat for my eng paper 1 exam. wth. i used informal format to write a letter to the principal.! careless or plain stupid? -.-
and my compo!!!!!!!!! BAD!!!!! hahahahaha. i wrote like about 3 pages using a low standard english and my story was such a big embarrassment and crap! =/
but i was relieved that the paper i most afraid of was pretty easy, which was arabic paper!!!!
alhamdulillah. sometimes, i asked myself, whether i shld go into arabic field or academic. because it seems like my arabic is better than my english?? hahaha. oh no, am i kidding u readers?! bcos my arabic used to be so damn terrible. not kidding. refer to my old old friends. i wasnt even a person who they refered to when they need help on their studies.....
okay, i'll just end my crappy post here. bcos i dont hv any idea on what to babble about. drop me some ideas! hahaha. this blog is so getting boring day by day!!! goodnight!!
shalalalalllllllllllllllllllllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

RANT ON DISGUSTING PEOPLE

2010-04-10T19:08:00.000+08:00

yesterday was the first time i baked brownie with my eldest sister! it was so fun! alas, i didnt take any photos of it.!
today i want to rant. rant on......DISGUSTING people. yes. so, what is disgusting people? there are 2 types of it. first, disgusting as in their attitude, secondly, disgusting in what they literally do.
how it disgusts me when people do stupid things, when they know that it is forbid by Islam and Allah condemns such acts. firstly, they know that it is forbid in islam. secondly, they actually say that they are so-called Muslim (WHATEVER, LOSER), thirdly, they already disgrace Islam by doing SUCH acts, and finally, they made my NABI (sollollohu alaihi wasallam) cries!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
enough said. im moving on.................
disgusting, as in actions! i almost promise to myself that i won't hold the handrail in the MRT or buses after seeing someone digging his nose!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and guess what? after that he held the handrail of the bus!
whattttttt!!! i know lah u are pure unhygienic, but pls, for God's sake, can u pls do me and everyone who are taking public transport(MRT/buses) a favour by NOT holding the handrail or poles after u dig ur nose?!!!!!! PLS!

on a random note, i observed that ramai org tgh sakit. demam, selsema etc. get well soon to those people okay!

APRIL 3rd 2010

2010-04-03T17:18:00.002+08:00

hello readers! so as you all can see, i alrdy changed my blogskin. probably black is not that GOOD afterall. probably black is not THAT elegant. nah, i love black, but, i need to make myself cheerful everytime i open my blog! thus, i decided to make it look more colourful and of course, cheerful! hopefully, things will change soon. as in, my bad grades and whatnots.
8.15 in the morning, i went out of my house towards the bus stop. gr8, i dont even have to wait for the bus!! as soons as i was crossing the road, my bus came! WOW! gr8 timing, huh?! :D
after 5 minutes, i switched to another bus that is going towards Bugis. okay, pause. i want to tell you what happened in the first bus.
when i stepped into the bus, i felt like a stranger. like a foreigner. i dont know why, but people looked at me strangely. i thought things would be okay.
when i boarded the 2nd bus, that was going towards bugis, just before i boarded, the bus driver was smiling at me like an idiot. i ignored, but when i tap my ezlink, he even waved his hand. SUPER WEIRDO!
i ignored, again.
things are by my side, alhamdulillah, there was an empty seat, and of course, i sat. after a few seconds, i realised that there was this 1 guy who kept on staring at me. NO, im not 'perasan' or what-you'd-call-it, it's for real. it was idiotic and caused me discomfort and annoyance. specifically, great annoyance!
so people, what do you do if this happens to you? HAIZ! =.=
i really felt uncomfortable despite sitting! after the guy alighted, loads of people boarded the bus and i could felt a sense of relief that the bus get packed only after i got a seat! lucky me. the bus was seriously packed like sardines! i felt so guilty for not giving up my seat to this 1 lady carrying a baby pram. she looks like an indo/malay. hemm...this gets me wondering, why, these days, i oftenly see indo/malay? hemm.
not only that, after her, there's this 1 woman, a chinese lady who was pregnant. i didnt give up my seat to her. i dont know why, im not sure whether she is really pregnant or not. you know, certain women's stomach are really bloated that you might think they are pregnant, but no they're not. so u understand my condition?
im unsure whether she's truly pregnant or not. thus, i didnt give up my seat. but yes, i did feel sorry for her. but what could i do? im a normal human, and im selfish myself. i hate selfish people. haiz.=.=
balablabalablabla. met dzul at bugis. guess what? when i was waiting for dzul, there's this 1 couple who kept on looking at me, and then LAUGH. like, idiots. what's wrong?! after dzul came, we made our way to McD.
dzul persuaded me to be the lecturer for today. so i had no choice, and yes, i need to be sincere.
we went to SMU to meet with the rest of our members. and things start to get havoc, and.........FUN!
hahhahaha. i taught chemistry and it was totally embarrassing! you know why? i was sweating like a pig! like, so disgusting, i couldnt focus on what i shld teach them. and when i did, they kept on questioning me, and i was like...... =_________=
so sorry people, hahaha. shock skjp tetibe kene ajar chemistry!
okay, moving on. after our MMS, we went o McD for lunch. i ate my fav meal, filet-o-fish.
blablablablabal. i went home together with dayah.
okay, that's what happened today. i guess this post of mine is quite long. haha. ;)

WOMEN-esp for MEN

2010-03-30T21:33:00.004+08:00

Love Her …when she sips on your coffee or tea. She only wants to make sure it tastes just right for you

Love Her...when she is jealous. Out of all the men she can have, she chose you

Love her…when she has annoying little habits that drives you nuts. You have them too.

Love her…when her cooking is bad. She tries.

Love her…when she looks scary in the morning. She always fixes herself up again.

Love her…when she makes you watch corny love dramas while the sport is on.

She wants to share these moments with you.

Love her...when she asks if she looks fat. Your opinion counts, so tell her she’s beautiful.

Love her…when she looks beautiful. She’s yours so appreciate her.

Love her...when she spends hours to get ready. She only wants to look her best for you.

Love her…when she buys you gifts you don’t like. Smile and tell her its what you’ve always wanted.

Love her…when she cries for absolutely nothing. Don’t ask, tell her its going to be okay

Love her…when she suffers from PMS. Buy chocolate, rub her feet and just chat to her (trust me this works!)

Love her…when whatever you do is not pleasing. It happens and will pass

Love her…when she stains your clothes. You needed a new shirt anyway

Love her…when she argues. She only wants to make things right

All these things form part of a Woman’s Character.

Woman are part of your life and should be treated as the queen

Take time to make her feel Special in Every Way.

found this through a forwarded msg on FB!

UPSET

2010-03-23T19:00:00.000+08:00

i am not happy. terribly upset.
as i had wrote in one of my posts before, 2010 totally is not a good yr for me. therefore, i hate 10.
i received my nahu paper back just now, it was ridiculous, disgusting, absurd, and other words i can't think of right not. i wrote wrong answers for even something that i know/learnt before the test. =.=
things get worse, my Maths was a nightmare, horrible disaster, aftermath of..? i myself dont know.
i practised loads of questions days before the test, and even the night before it. and i made a big careless mistake for the question that i practised before. i dont mind if i got the answers wrong for those questions that i had no idea of, but for God's sake, i practised that one particular quest ALOT, and got wrong for it. careless mistakes!!! BIO, CHEM, NAHU, AND EVEN MATHS! every paper i did at least 1 careless mistake! and that is of course, exasperating! and gr8, now im waiting for my Chem's result!
give me a break. -.-
careless mistakes always get the better off me, without fail.
oh yes, maybe from now onwards i will not write on any mahjong paper or kertas sebak if my group were to have any presentation or project. everytime i write, there is bound to be: criticism, mistakes, careless mistakes, strike lines(as in, wrongly write something and simply strike it off) and what nots.
2nd day of the 2nd term, and these are what i need to complete within this 1 wk! :

Insya Pro
Eng Blog Pro
Tafsir Pro
Malay Assignment
Research on effect of school rules on students' development. any idea on the advantages and the disadvtgs? kindly share, :)

I remember that im sitting for my Pure Bio Test tomorrow. i had finished revising chap2-6 and READ WITHOUT MEMORISING chap11-13. so now im left with chapter 1. wish me luck! :D

to my dear friend, amira, pls get well soon! :))

WATCH THISSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!

2010-03-21T18:07:00.003+08:00

MY NAME IS KHAN. FROM THE EPIGLOTTIS. AND IM NOT A TERRORIST!!

my name is khan, and ISLAM condemn terrorism.

SNEAKERS

2010-03-17T20:46:00.001+08:00

im looking forward to the trip to Pulau Ubin tomorrow!
this afternoon, i went to JB with my siblings, with my sister accelerating. We had fun! hhahaa.
i dont think there were so many clothes like what my friend and my sis described. but i had so much fun.
i bought a new long sleeve cloth, lingerie and a pair of sneakers. it was purple in colour!
initially, i wanted to buy the Everlast's pump shoe, it was so sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeettttttt!! purplish and so girlish, SOooooo my taste! i love it. but then, no size. in the end, my sister have it bcos she fitted the shoe quite perfectly. it was too big for me. haiz. i need to grow.
so i went browsing for a sneaker. and i saw a gorgeous-looking sneaker, which was purple in colour. and asked for my size. i was so shocked when the store man said that it was the smallest size, but i still could not fit it. but after tying it, i could fit it perfectly!! wow, so happy. it has been a really long time since i last wore a sport shoe. today i ate alot. ALOT. ALOT. i ate the most otah otah during lunch, 7 kaya ball, and my favourite chocolate waffle!!! yummmmmmyyyyy!!!

3 words: COOL, SPORTY, GORGEOUS

I HATE 2010

2010-03-13T19:14:00.002+08:00

i dont learn from my mistake. and that sucks to the core.
the other day, chem test, i didnt see the word 'ionic'. all i know was to write an equation and balance it, and i got 0 for that.
today, revealing the stupidest mistake I had ever ever ever done for my chemistry paper, was to write down the difference between an ACID and a BASE when I was asked to write down the difference between an ALKALI and BASE. sssstttttttttuuuuuuuuuuppppppiiiiiiidd right!!! TEEEET!
and my bio result sucks in my eyes(bcos all my friends thought that i got good marks) despite obtaining 38/40. u know why? i cant accept the fact, I JUST CANT accept the fact that i didnt manage to get 39/40. THIS IS BECAUSE, i, stupidly, selengekly, wrote something that i read off from my textbook instead of writing what i had written during my last cls test. and I lost 1 mark for that! shittty. else, i would hv got 39/40. BIG THANKS to my stupidity. i hate myself for that.
i dont know why. 2010 is such a downfall for me. this yr totally sucks. from the very first day of sch until now. i never do stupid careless mistakes for chem and bio last yr. but this yr things changed. i call it a SUAY yr for me. things are just not on my side. all my grades dropped. 2010 sucks. enough said. =.=

2 weeks of not updating this blog!

2010-02-25T17:05:00.000+08:00

2 wks since i last updated my blog! break record!!
well, this simply shows how busy i am nowadays. my routine every night is to study from 8 until 11. ergh. lack of sleep. how i appreciate time right now! :D
my schedule is damn tight!
Mon: Chem & Bio
Tue: IRK
Wed: Pure Bio
Thu: Arabic Lang
Fri: KPE Arabic
Sat: AAM(0930-1400), Sci Cls and last wk of the month:Maths!
as stated, the only time for me to rest and finish all my hmwk or study for my test is on sunday.!!
stressful to the core. hate it. period.
but for the sake of O's, i'll endure the 'lack of sleep' and will have to sacrifice my time.
my commen tests start nx wk. and im not certain whether i am prepared for it or not. maybe i'll be confident after doing some revision later on. the best thing is, i redeemed my passion for chem!! how sweet it feels!
haha. and my bio, some topics are quite crooked. i'll manage them later. maths? loved! only when it comes to certain questions when i need to recollect what i studied last yr! xD but english sucks to the core. always get silly marks for the paper. oh, fyi, my eng lang tchr is a very strict one. haha
malay is getting tougher, and i need to focus during malay lesson. truthfully, my malay dropped and malay lesson is simply boring. maybe bcos of the language itself. haha. its vocabulary are not as interesting as Eng's.
but peribahasa(s) are quite favoured!
one strange thing about me, or maybe annoying, i really dont like it when some people who refer to the dictionary to search for the meanings of the words then proudly tell the whole world that they are good on their vocabs. not that i envy, but honestly, they are only being dependent on their dictionary. so who are the clever ones? the dict or them? of course the dict!!! i proudly want to tell you readers that i scored 12/20 for my vocab. wateva, my vocab MAY be bad, but at the very very least, when i did the practice, i didnt refer to the dict. fair enough. whatever it is, im going to improve on my vocab BY HOOK OR BY CROOK.

CHEM CAMP

2010-02-11T19:27:00.000+08:00

chemistry test was totally a disaster!! i memorised everything, until i dont know what i have not memorise.
i could score for the test, IF, i read the questions thoroughly! ergh!!! i did read the question for ionic equation, BUT, i didnt realise the word IONIC when i actually read it!! damn stupid rightttttttt!!!!!!!!!!!!
so what happened was, i did the equation and balanced it. BUT, didnt do the ionic equation! and for this, i madly announced that MY MARKS, confirm deducted just for this stupid, careless, ignorant on my part!!
how absurd! if not for this, i guess my mind would be at ease right now.!! and overall, the paper was quite easy, not really JC-type of questions as described by some of my friends. except for the part whereby my stupidity became so obvious and yea, lost marks for that. ergh! so nx time, reading the instructions alone is not enough, you need to fully understand it. haiz, guess my brain was so exhausted, thus, it didnt work well.
what can i do.
tomorrow, the whole sec 4 will be having a camp. my mind is now confused on what i should bring and what i should wear. it's a camp! and honestly, ive never been to a camp before. this is my first time. and God, i hate it. i cant imagine tomorrow's night. will i be sleeping with all mosqitoes surrounding me? whatever it is, i am so going to bring an insect repellent. and the reason why i dont know what clothes i shld bring is bcos, i dont have tshirts. yea, of course i do hv shirts, but they are the type that i wear at home! not outside, or adventure. haiz. and like 99.99% of my clothes are feminine and do not possess the sense of 'SPORT'.
hahahha.
good luck for all the KPEA students tomorrow. do well, even if im not around, okay!!!

friday

2010-02-08T20:43:00.000+08:00

i wanted to update my blog since last Friday! haiz, at last!
on friday, i attended the KPEA, there was a debate, we debated about : Facebook harms the students.
and i was the first speaker. ouh yes, it was an incredible one, malay team against the arabic team. haha.
i was from the arabic team, and the first speaker!!! we were the proposition.
i thank to Allah that until now, though i had left debatingship months ago, i still managed to remember the muqaddimah and syair i used to use. haha.
it went very well excluding the monyet2 and hooligans guys that were present. well, i dont call guys monyet. but those guys who act like hooligans deserved to be called monyet(s).
there was this 1 guy who keep interrupting EVEN when the debators are doing their tasks. seriously annoying. i just feel like punching him in the face and ask him to shut his big fat mouth up! not as if all the people care bout what he have to say, as all he said were craps and nothing more than nonsensical stuff which did not worth anyone's time. so pathetic. attention seeker. so like monyet. eww
sorry if this offended anyone, but truthfully, i dont tolerate shttt. i caannnnt tolerate it.

on my way home, i sat beside this chinese woman. she seemed quite old. very nice...haha. she took her things off the seat when she saw me searching for a seat. and she even smiled at me. sometimes, the very small thing that can make us love other people. isn't it? u dont expect presents, a smile will do..!
and what touched my heart the most is when it rained, and i am alighting. before i alighted, she asked me whether i hv an umbrella with me or not. bcos it is raining. and mind you, she was speaking in MALAY!
how sweeetttt. this really touched my heart. a chinese woman, stranger, diff religion, diff race, asked me such questions out of concern.
racism is totally out of my dictionary.
while it is undeniable that there are tremendous racist people, there are also sweet and selfless people. which sometimes, in my case, sweeter than those makciks i saw in the bus or train. :D

TGIF TOMORROW!!!

2010-02-04T20:25:00.001+08:00

i am doing some research on the impact of FB on students for my KPEA tomorrow. and that's when dzul asked me to update my blog. okay, haha. since tomorrow is friday!!! the most anticipated day of EVERY WK! sch has so many changes. but during the assembly in the morning, i was quite pissed off when everytime the ust mentioned a very respectful name 'MUHAMMAD sallallahu alaihi wasallam', only a few selawat upon him. seriously, what is this?! and you call urself a religious student. the cheek of you!! shame on you!
the very very respectful Prophet said, "Celakalah orang yang (apabila) disebut

namaku di sisinya tetapi dia tidak menyambutnya dengan salawat ke

atasku"

and how many of you did this before?! celaka. it's a curse. probably means 'hell'.
if i want to interpret, maybe it'll be, "hell for those who are mentioned my name before them, but they do not pray for me." pardon me if im wrong. bad eng. tsk tsk.
so pls, if u read this, pls feel guilty if you do not pray for him upon hearing his name being mentioned.

back to facebook impact. this really surprised me.

did you know that according to the survey of 219 students, those who said they use Facebook have grade point averages between 3.0 and 3.5 and study 1 to 5 hours per week. Conversely, non-Facebook users have GPAs between 3.5 and 4.0, and study 11 hours or more per week.

The study found that 79 percent of Facebook users believe that it has no impact on their academic performance.

well, not really stating that Fb is the cause for their bad grades. but somehow, it has something that is related to students and their academic performances.

i hate this topic. for the fact that i myself hv fb. hemm....delete it? for the sake of my acad?
maybe it depends on what kind of person u are. what matters is, you must to manage ur time well.

officially busy

2010-01-28T19:36:00.000+08:00

i am officially busy.

HAHA! my schedule for a wk:
monday: chem/bio and english alternately
tuesday: IRK
wednesday: Pure Bio
thursday: english debating cls
friday: arabic debating cls
saturday: AAM
sunday: revise all my studies for the wk!

okay, that is totally absurd. i dont know how i'll manage them.
hopefully, i'll pull it through! nx wk, i hv an english debate. so now, i am doing some rsrch. the title that will be debated is: the aim of education is to prepare children for job.
and.........guess what? im on the opposition team! luckily the title is impartial, not a one-sided one! or else..!
tomorrow, i hv bio theory test! pls pray for me!! InsyaAllah, i can do it!
on nx tuesday, i hv nahu test, pray for me too!
i call february the month-of-testS........seriously. february is the month where i'll be so depressed revising this, revising that, memorising this, memorising that, etc! Allah, pls help me!!
readers, wish me luck! haha.

happyyyyyyy birthdayyyyyyy

2010-01-22T17:13:00.000+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday, Dayah! :D

best of luck for O's. may you achieve your ambition. :)

Happy Belated 16th birthday to Sarah too!

chem chem chem!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2010-01-19T18:45:00.000+08:00

my chem gets tougher. i was thinking of dropping it days ago. and then i told myself to endure. but today, somehow the thought strikes me again.
tomorrow im starting my Pure Bio cls at SIS. for 2010. i missed the 2 wks! but it's okay, guess tonight, i'll spend my time reading, so tomorrow i wouldnt be so blur.
here's the thing about chem: it's not hard. u just need to understand, then memorise. and i seriously hate memorising things that dont use much of common sense. that's the reason why im more to bio. because in bio, everything is about common sense. they dont give you stupid statement to be memorised unless it's logical. but chem is different. some compounds' formulae that need to be memorised are fixed by the scientist. and till now, i dont know the explanation. and i especially hate all those CO3, NH3, SO4 etc...why?
the answer is simple, THEY ARE FIXED FORMULAE. their ions charges are fixed too.
that means, u just memorise it without having to think about why SO must be followed with 4.
hmm...thats about it.

initially, my IRK cls is supposed to be on wed, but since i hv pure bio tomorrow, i swap it to tuesday.
hmmmm....tuesday means the guys are having their IRK lesson too.
i ended up entering their cls for the lesson. luckily i hv 2 of my friends! and guys' cls, as usual...kecoh.

a smile a day keeps the wrinkles away!

2010-01-17T12:35:00.003+08:00

im down with....flu?? sneezed more than 10 times yeaterday...and today...so far, 6 times! haha.
and hve been coughing since friday! haiz...i watched funny videos on youtube, they say, laughter is the best medicine! haha. anyway, yesterday AAM was super fun. haha. bcos we havent start studying yet. i'll try my very best to commit myself to this program. because i really want to score multiple of As for O's. even if not multiple, then at least A1 for my science and malay, or even, english n maths. hopefully, amin!

I agree with the fart thingy. you know why? bcos it's undeniable that some people have worse breath smell than our fart!!!! hahaha. that's the reason why i hate smellly breath.
"come on, what's so hard about taking shower now and then?!"

i enjoy these 2 videos alot! hope u readers do! :D

chem

2010-01-14T17:25:00.000+08:00

only 2 wks of sch, and i already feel stress. especially: chem & bio.
it's very irritating how i used to be an accomplished in a subject, and the very nx yr, want to drop it.
i feel that there's a need for me to drop my chem n stay focused on my bio only. chem gradually gets tougher and tougher. guess what? 3 days in a row, i spent my time in my room revising, understanding and such. but to no avail. epic fail! i still couldnt comprehend why such a difficulty. im trying very hard & struggling for my chem for almost every night! i know that i can do my chem paper just now, it's just that, i hv not memorise the ions charges for certain chem. formulae. and everything went haywire. that's what i hate bout chem. once u forget charges of ions, that's it. ur marks fly all over ur head! hahaaha. Duh, tchr doesnt even give us periodic table. i was so the sotong. bcos fyi, i DO NOT memorise the periodic table n charges of elements. that would be ludicrous. haha.
guess from now, i can only be on9 for half an hour everyday. hemmm..if not, only 1 hr on weekends.

HAPPINESS IS THE KEY TO LIFE.

2010-01-09T18:09:00.000+08:00

It's true. BECAUSE, all I want in my life right now is HAPPINESS.

If I were to be afflicted by any, I will try my best to make myself happy.

nevertheless, I do realise that happiness in this world does not last.

happiness in the hereafter that last. whatever it is, i want happiness in this world and the hereafter.

"so what if it hurts me, so what if i break down, so what if this world just throws me off the edge, my feet run out of ground?...i dont care bout all the pain in front of me, cause I just want to be HAPPY."

O LEVEL STORY

2010-01-05T20:46:00.000+08:00

is this gonna be my last post for this wk? i hope not. but seriously, i need to buck up on my studies! revise everything!!! ouh yes, yesterday, which is the first day of sch was much like hell FOR ME. haiz, mcm2 happened. this is what i call trauma. i'll never forget YOU. =.=
i already set my target. hmmm my chemistry has 22 topics. and now i just reached 13th. =.=
so this is my plan. hope it wont backfire! amin!
13,14=i'll try my best to cover these 3 topics which means undertand it fully by the end of January.
15,16=by the end of February.
17,18=by the end of March
19,20=by the end of April
21,22=by the end of May
and after that....time for Revision. but yes, i need to make sure I FULLY UNDERSTAND EACH TOPIC.
like what miss fizaa told me, no point rushing in studies if you dont understand.
so no, im not gonna rush. it's a plan. a plan that is possible to be accomplished. if there's a will, there's always a way.
and....guess what?! my Bio has always been my fav subject. this time too!!!
i found out that my Bio consists of only 14topics!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! COOL OR WHAT!?
HAHAHAHAHA. tapi tu uh, sedih woi, Bio punye 14 topics are equivalent to Chem's 22 topics. buku pun same tebal. ===.===
tapi tkpe uh, Bio's easier, InsyaAllah, except for the fact that it consists lots and lots and lots of memorisation, understanding & IMAGINATION! hahaha. sape pndi imagine, Bio is for you.
like what my fav scientist quoted : IMAGINATION is more important than KNOWLEDGE.
you know why? bcos u can never pass ur bio if u cant imagine. so in order to get the knowledge, u need to imagine. well, at least that's what i hv been doing for the past 1 yr. i imagine things!!!!!
okay, but seriously, cool uh. tp bingit, byk bende kene masok otak. my plan for Bio:
10,11=by end of February
12,13=by end of March
14=by end of April...
by end of MAY= MEMORISE EVERYTHING. EVERYTHING. and when i say everything, i mean everything. all those keywords...functions.....labels(part i hate most!-except for CELLS :D)....drawings.....etc
FUH. pls Ya Allah, I want credits for my Science. at least for Science.
i want to be an optimistic person. and yes, i dont want to be dependant on tchrs. if they go too slow or too fast, i'll still comply. why is that so? study by myself!
do you guys want to know what is so gr8 about studying things by yourself?
because the knowledge you might get, not everyone else can get it. trust me. do it, and you know it's true.
i did that last yr. and i was happy, i get to understand things that appear tough to the rest of my friends.
so friends, study things by yourself. look up for tchr when you need help. but dat doesnt mean dozing off during lessons okay!!! just hear to what the tchrs hv to say. you might not know if you missed something out. okay? 2010, build my spirit.
O LEVEL, BRING IT ON.

Bio Stdnts' outing with Miss Fizaa

2010-01-03T12:39:00.000+08:00

am now down with fever. this is probably due to the presence of 2 mouth ulcers and the ever-long-walk yesterday.
i woke up and called dayah to ask her whether she wants to go to harbourfront with me or not. and we decided to stay at home since i had a backache yesterday. so yea, the plan was cancelled.
my mum then asked me to send bik mona to my aunt's hse. and at the same time, teach her how to board the train, buy standard ticket, go to the bus intrchg etc... upon entering the MRT that's moving towards Jurong East, I saw ust Dewi with a guy. she smiled at me, i smiled at her too. blablabla, in the train, dayah called me and persuaded me to go to harbourfront and meet her at sembawang. i agreed. after i had my breakfast at my aunt's hse, i went to sembawang and meet her at sun plz. she wanted to buy a present for M.Fizaa.
harbourfront MRT station looks so much like an airport. so big and has a long escalator like the one in the airport. haha. i rarely alight there. but this i hv to, bcos im not confident to alight at bishan int.
as usual, the guys were late. i reckon they dont know or not used to the word 'punctual'. haha. so the girls went to Hort Park first. after some time, the guys arrived. haiz. so late man. 12 30 become 2 pm. tsk tsk. or maybe, they never use 'watch' haha. 1 thing i hate bout guys. impuctuality.
walked, walked, walked. from Harbourfront to Henderson Waves!!! seriously, i dont know how on Earth i managed to do that! but 1 thing I can assure you, is that, my leg is killing me!!! i was so restless that i took a shower just right after i came back home and then.........SLEEP!!! effing exhausted!!! then some time before Isha, my sis woke me up bcos my family is going to Darul Aman to attend a forum for my dad is one of the penalist. i swear i was so restless and sick. out of the blue, my whole body was shivering, i was cold. i can feel the cold inside my body. while i can also feel the hotness on my face! sht, i realised i got a fever due to the long walk under the very hot sun. my eyes were red and teary, and my face was pale. my mum went to buy a panadol to get rid of my fever before it becomes worse. and i love my laughter when i hv a fever. i dont know why. i hate the irritance and such, but not my laughter. haha. but yea, it's very tough for me to laugh when im sick. so when i get to laugh, i would appreciate my laughter so much. they say that laughter is the best medicine. i agree. feel so much better when i laugh! haha.
okay, that's all for now. i bet i'll be busy with my sch when it reopens tomorrow. so maybe, i'll update blog whenver i think im free.

i honestly heart this pic! gr8est moment with Miss Fizaa & friends!

too bad, firah didnt join us. ape da....

see this??? never ending road!!! that's why dayah n i

took cab to harbourfront MRT!

Happy New Year!

2010-01-02T01:36:00.004+08:00

now it's 1.22 am , saturday. hemm...it's still not too late for me to update for what I did on 31dec09 n 1stjan09. tp date lari uh...haha. and i hope that it's not too late for me to wish you readers a very happy new year! phew....it's alrdy 2010!! 2010 consists lots of beautiful dates: 01.01.2010 ~ 02.01.2010 ~ 01.02.2010 ~ 02.10.2010 ~ 20.10.2010. do i missed out any? and yes, only left 2 most beautiful dates! which are: 11.11.2011 and 12.12.2012 hahahah. nice dates for wedding/marriage. moving on...
my cousin came to my hse yesterday, we watched avatar together. so damn boring!!! ergh. waste of my time man. haha. if my cousin did not explain the plot to me, i wouldnt understand even a single thing!! what an idea of creating that kind of movie,huh?! think out of the box habes....hahahaha! smpi bende tk logic pun drg buat mcm logic gitu...haiz. tkpela, org mcm my cousin je yg suka cite gitu...
then today, me and my little sis watched THE PRINCESS & THE FROG!!!! ni baru dinamakan cerita gerek!!! hahaha. i really enjoyed the movie. seriously, must watch. the fairytale used to be my fav storybook when i was a child.

bio students organise something like a get-together with thcr Hafizaa at harbourfront tomorrow as an appropiate farewell since she's not gonna teach us this yr. im not certain whether i shld go or not. i would love to, but, the thought of buying a gift for her, and the foods that need to be brought for tomorrow's get-together make another part of my heart resist the temptation of going there. im afraid that i wont get to meet her and spend time with her again. haiz...shld i go, or shld i not?! hemmm....and i tried calling dayah ample of times. sleeping soundly, i guess!! hahahahaha.!!! okay, happy new year all!!

31.12.09 LAST POST FOR 2009

2009-12-31T18:49:00.001+08:00

today I ran when I reached my sch. I was late for my BIO cls. again.
at the end of the lesson, Ms Fizaa told us that she would be leaving us. leaving Aljunied. leaving me. :'((((
I AM aggrieved right now. everytime I remind myself of it, I would feel like crying. She's definitely the best science teacher I had ever had. I cried when she said that she would be leaving. seriously, she shldnt. because I need her. She had always been there for me if I need help. at cls, or even at home. esp when I was sitting for my Bio exam. she taught Bio the best. though she said she prefer teaching Chem to Bio, I still think that tchr taught Bio best. she's amiable, affable, helpful, understndng etc. Im certain that Im not gonna find any nicer sci tchr after her...I even told her that I cant imagine how my Bio N Chem would be like if she doesnt teach me. upon knowing this, she told me that my Chem n Bio will still be good. and she urged me to maintain my results. everyone in the cls received a note from her. so did I. she wrote this:
"All the best for your future endeavours.Bright future awaits you.N keep me in your do'as."
how sweet. bright future awaits me? I hope so. And I'll keep you in my do'as for sure! InsyaAllah! :')

after sch, my mum and i went to Bugis Junction to buy my sch bag. we ended up visiting Charles & Keith. and guess what?!!! I bought the bag that i was eyeing since God knows when!!! hahahahaha. it is this beautiful purple bag, I wish I hv its pic! I was in dilemma! whether to choose the colour black, red or purple. black is definitely elegant. red is certainly hot. and purple is precisely my favourite!! and I rarely see purple bags. so i picked the purple one! since i hv loads of black bags alrdy.
mum bought me a set of jewelry. earring and its bracelet. i simply love both of them!! and now im wearing those 2. haha. excited to the core..!
then we both off to Bras Basah's popular. I bought file, pens for my bro, colour pencils and stuffs...and what a coincidence, we bumped into Cik Sabariah and her husband! haha
we both then picked up my sis at mdrsh. we headed to OG since my sis madly wanted to buy an Elle bag as her sch bag nx yr . and what a coincidence(again), we saw Cik Alizah. then I went...cik Alizah!!! hahahahha!
just imagine! omg. in OG, doing such stuff. so abashed man! haha. luckily people didnt stare at me!

on the way home, I remembered that I need to extend my ezlink card. my friend told me that we need to extend our ezlink cards or else we would need to pay adult fare in the future. my mum alighted me to Lr Chuan MRT Stn since it's the nearest station to our abode. the man said that we can only extend the expiry date either at Bishan or Serangoon(nearest plc).
my mum then dropped me at Serangoon MRT Station. I hurriedly went to the passenger service counter and said that I wanted to extend the expiry date of my chepas. GOOD GRIEF!! the nice indian man told me that I dont need to extend my chepas' expiry date. bcos it is, believe it or not, 31 december 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i was so aghast man! my friend told me that I need to extend, so I did. but I actually neednt hv to. the nice man even asked me: 31 december 2010 still not enough eh? dont worry, ur card is safe, u can still use it.
luckily he's nice. as in, he didnt show any annoying look as i was so foolish to not check my card carefully. whoever said that my chepas' expiry date need to be extended ought to be shot!!!! haha. nah, kidding! but hey, from Lr Chn to Srgn just for the sake of extending my chepas. and at last: 31 dec 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOOD GRIEF. luckily my mum drove me there by car! moral of the story: if ur friend extend their card, it doesnt mean that u need to extend it too. haiz. DOLTISH THINGS DO HAPPEN, huh?!

anyway, today is the last day of 2009. okay, so what? tomorrow is just another beautiful day. cos everyday is a beautiful day and a new beautiful start. am i right? my resolutions for nx yr:
-pass all my exams excellently.
-smiles more, frowns less.
-shops more, pay less. xD
-eng vocabs more, vulgarities and profanities less.
-drink at least 15min after meals.
-walk at least 40 steps after meals.
-maintain my absurd weight. bcos seriously, i cant go any thinner. pffft!
-more studies, less internet
-more dictionary, less facebook xD
-discipline, consistency, commitment and HOPE in studies.
do you guys want to know something?
while God gives you challenges, obstacles, stress and such, he gives you HOPE to hold on to it. and to never let go of it. so that you'll realise, that you have HIM!
subhanAllah, HE is my greatest hope! (l)

okay, done with my lengthy post. i hope you guys learn something from it.
HAPPY NEW YEAR AITES! NEW YEAR, NEW RESOLUTIONS, make sure NEW SPIRIT eh?!

SANAH HELWAH YA UST ALJAMILAH. none other than...UST WAHEEDAH!!!
la'alaAllah yutila umrki wa yuwassi' rizqoki! Amin ya Rob!

5 DAYS 4 NIGHTS

2009-12-29T21:02:00.002+08:00

yay!! feels good to be back in SG! vacation in KL & PD was super super super gr8. dad spent approximately 8000 for this vacation! haha. and me? shop, shop, shop!!! xiao leh. tempting to buy the whole shppng centre.!
first day was spent in KL. spent the night in Sunway Hotel. much better than Pyramid! and that night, a relative got married. wait, relative? i dont even know her...hahahaha.
second day, at 11, we went for shopping at this one shppng centre near the hotel. hemm...what's the name of it? uh. forgot ready...so forgetful of me. tsk tsk tsk. my aunt planned to go together...so we waited for her...haiz. at 1 pm, she called and then we met at 2 at Sunway Lagoon!!! the weather wasnt by our side. before my cousin and i even enjoy our very first game, it started to rain. and the first game was something that has to do with water!! you know, the one that you sit on smthg like a boat and it goes into the tunnel and then it goes down the very high slope....and........SPLASH! water all over your body. gerek gile. rain + water splashing!!! baju basah kuyup. tk mandi pun tkpe..hahahhaa. we actually queued for 30 min just for a 3 min ride. haiz....gile punye excited per...! =D
second game...KASUT!!! last time with family naik sorang bende tu laju sgt smpi nk jatuh. so this time, naik dgn my sis. tk seram...haha. relax sey..
third game, ktrg tarik my bonda and my aunty naik ride yg besar tu same!! ni pun splash juga...tp plg2 kaki je yg basah, bdn tk sgt....haha. gerek sey. boat besar, and it goes by the flow of the water. BEST!!!
after that, my cousin's husband recommend masuk SCREAM PARK. ape lgk, kene upgrade tickets ktrg and off we went to the SCREAM PARK!!! dayah, seriously, i recommend you to try scream park. wakaakkaakaka. org da la lemah semangat, first session yg time tgk movie je da terkejot terkejot!! gile sey. smpi my bro kate ade org cina kt sblh ktrg kate i dgn my adik lelaki 'XIAO' . duh, stupid ke ape? da namenye scream park, scream la pandai. org yg gila adlh org yg tk scream, yg emotionless pdhl msk scream park. kn kn kn?! pkr bebual cina org tk phm. =.=
scream park is all about ambling inside a dark place whereby the 'ghosts' will appear and try to frighten you.. kekek sey. but seriously, there's this 1 part when i was so aghast that i kept on shouting!!! and ghost tu pun ape lgk, maken kacau uh!! bottom line, klw tknk kene kacau, go and act berani. dorang tk suke kacau org berani, sbb buang masa, mcm my abg. ade ke patut, at one time, org tu suro ktrg find a way out in a very dark n freezing plc. they call it THE FREEZE. then my bro jln2 cari way out, ktrg semue ikot, at one time, hantu tu kacau die, die tanya tu hantu, 'mane nk jln eh?" kwang3!!!! hahahahaha. i saw the ghost. haha. he actually pointed his finger to the left. kekek per...hantu kasi direction. punyela berani. aku pula, jln pgg tgn cousin and tutup mata and telinga, sbb tknk dgr hantu pekik kt telinga. terperanjat mcm nk rak sey. da la lemah smgt. hahahahhahahaha. tknk msk tu tmpt lgk uh. esp THE SCARIEST PLC ON EARTH, that time kene jln kt atas satu bridge gitu, abe bridge tu klw straight tkpe, ni org jln die pusing ke kanan and ke kiri! just imagine sey....abe light die makin confuse kn org yg nk jln. my cousin then time smpi tgglkn i kt situ sbb die kate i jln lmbt sgt. hahahahhaha. jln lmbt sbb pening woi kt atas situ...haiz..dat time dah rase mcm diri ni keseorgan and dlm ketakutan. haish. kenangan plg tk dpt di lupakan dlm SCREAM PARK is when this 1 person pki topeng hantu and shouted at me!! i was aghast and shouted my heart out!! and hurriedly hide behind my cousin's back!!! believe it or not sey!!! then the 'ghost' suro senyap, ltk tgn kt mulut. wth woi. da terprnjtkn org abe suro snyp. hahahhaa. pdhl die stkt nk kasi instrctn for the nx room. haiz.
and also part yg tkkn dilupakan, a ghost tried to frighten me and i clumsily tried to run away and accidentally step on his foot!!! hahaha. padan muka, tktkn org lgk....hahahha
then after that g swmmg pool, pstu pergi main CAWAN. yg blh duduk ramai2....hahaha.. kaki ku, tuhan je yg tahu bertanpa sakitnya ia. haha.
third day, on sunday, went to PD- the legend international water homes. best!!! ade private pool....apelgk, blaja swim menggunakan BOYA!! seriously sey, i wouldnt survive in a pool without any floating device. kekek per...belajar nk swim, bile lps kn, nk tenggelam sey!! haha. but honestly, i want to learn how to swim despite the fact that im afraid of water. phobia. tsk tsk. my bro once taught me utk masukkan muke dlm air and tutup hdg...epic fail. tsk tsk. hahahaha. until now, belajar2, tk pass2 jgk...at last, pki floating device. tkpe uh, at least nx time pegi laut, blh pki life jacket skali, haha. feeling2 tau swim!!! ;D
then malam nye ktrg g mkn ikan bakar, otah2, sotong goreng-yummy!!!!!, fried kway teow-my fav, fried prawns yg disalut dgn tepung-BEST!!!! semua my favourite. esp sotong goreng. hahahaha. tu psl aku blur pun mcm sotong. =.=
nx day g ostrich farm.,...later upload gmbr. lps tgk ostrich aft some times kn, rase2 mcm nk pelihara gitu binatang yg bernama ostrich atau bhs melayu : burung kuda. kesian sgt tgk drg hidup dlm kandang, tk dijaga dgn betul smpi bulu2 gugur. :((( sedih sey. they look so bad without their feathers. imperfect. it's the irresponsible humans' faults!!!
then mkn satay. tk sdp. satay ayam mcm bkn satay ayam. satay kambing punye lah keras. hahaha. apeda...pdhl org da lame tk mkn satay....rindu..
abe mkn durian bwk blk!!!! hahahaha. and guess what?? mkn 5 ulas!!! for the first time after so many yrs tetibe berani mkn 5 ulas durian. yummmy!!!!!! haha. but at the same time da takut klw nnt demam atau semput!! =.= apelgk, after that je teros masuk swimming pool, jd bdn sejuk....rendam lama2 kt dlm pool...feeling2 berenang...hahahahaha. untung la org yg tau swim. like seriously, how do you float ur body inside the water? bcos u know what? i tried to, but failed!!! epic failure klw part swim nih....dependent on floating devices. hahahahaa.
hemmm..then nx day, which is today, baru blk....wah, feels good to be back home!!!

male ostrich: black

female ostrich: grey

longest neck ive seen so far...hahaha

long neck u've got there!

aren't they adorable?

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SUNWAY HOTEL

missed out 849!

LEGEND INTERNATIONAL WATER HOMES

tmpt bilas bdn and duduk2...gerek!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SWIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

nice right the view(sunset)????

romantic....hahaha. and from here, can see the floating devices!!!

wakakakakakaka.

HEARTS this plc!!!!

ignore the LUGGAGES!

it has the best mattress....

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off for a vacation

2009-12-25T01:45:00.000+08:00

this post is gonna be the last one before i fly to malaysia. huh, fly? haha, no, car....*sound of accelerating*
eh anyway, Happy Christmas to the non muslims.!
im off to KL at 5 in the morning...which is...4 hrs from now!! haha. and im still awake! later i'll sleep in the car..zzzzzzzz
pesantren kilat was quite good. i didnt attend the whole thing. only for 5 hrs. haha. for maulid and for the TMQ! haha. so much of my father's joke. cute,....!
hemm...maybe nx yr is my last yr at aljunied. my father is thinking of searching for me an appropiate sch for medical studies. right now, im so happy. kid not. but he also wants me to pursue my studies in Cairo's university. nah, not the Azhar, it's not the only university in cairo. is it? haha. of course not. not sure what its name. but my father really wants me to go there. i, on the other hand, adore University Of Harvard or even University Of Oxford. hmmm....i just want to focus on my Os first. this big exam is my future!
to all those who are taking Os nx yr, a very big good luck to all of you! ;)
and lastly, 2009 has been very good to me, hopefully, 2010, would be much better...in other words, every year, things will get better and better despite the obstacles i need to go through. ok, that's it. bye everyone!
pray that i and my family will hv a safe journey k!

vacation

2009-12-22T15:44:00.001+08:00

today is the 22th. if everything go as planned, my family will be going for a holiday on 25th. i am so looking forward for a holiday. dread for it or what?! whatever you call it..but im desperate for a holiday. we were planning to go for a holiday on 25th and return to SG nx wk. but because of this 1 freaking wedding, my plan was spoilt! it's not even my relatives' wedding or banquet. and yet it became a big bloody issue. to be frank, i hate their whole family. idk what made them feel that they're part of my family. freaking annoying. and because of them, our holiday plan need to be changed. that is so absurd. since i am an adamant person, i tried discussing about it with my dad, refraining him from making the wedding look bloody important. grrr. but to no avail, i hv no choice but to accede to the decision. grrr.! i mean, they are not even our relative, and i utterly hate them. so sacrificing my holiday for them is simply absurd. i dont believe that i am sacrificing my holiday plan for people who dont hv any connection or relation with me at all. the 'aftermath' of altering our plan: holiday on 25th and maybe return to singapore on nx friday. but yes, my dad wouldnt be joining us on sunday. and this totally distress me. argh, the wedding!!
and i reckon that im going to miss my Bio Cls for this vacation. yup, sacrificed my Bio for this shtty wed. wth.
there are so many places we are considering. pangkor island-perak..PD-the legend, or sunway...again! haha.
best thing is....sunway lagoon!! okay, tioman island is seriously out of the question. kental leh....hahahaha.
tkkn holiday g tioman kn, wakakkaka. might as well g KL shopping. ouh yes....tk sabar nk shopping once i reach KL. i want to buy bag, khaki(s), hmm...coat?, dress(es) and yup, accessories. *enthusiasm* =D
my siblings are all agog for this trip, especially me! klw blh, skrg jgk...hahahaha.

COUSIN: the book is absolutely useful. i am loving it. haha. anyway, the dress you displayed on ur blog is very gorgeous. i cant seem to write a comment. you might want to change your settings or something. : )

December 19th '09

2009-12-20T13:48:00.000+08:00

i reached Bugis at 12.10 pdhl nk meet dgn my cousin...again at 12! haha. reasons? pegi toilet, ergh. seriously, nx time I shld empty my bladder b4 klr rmh. i hate public toilet. and 1 thing I still couldnt comprehend is that, why spore government freaking dont even care utk ltk water pipe dlm public toilet after all the SARS & H1N1. like seriously, what they were thinking? tunggu penyakit lain baru nk jaga kebersihan.? so unhygienic man, gee!!
secondly, tunggu MRT. mrt smpi, rupanya die terminate da...haiz. kene tunggu the next MRT. so the next MRT came not long after the last MRT, this time, kiasu singaporeans masuk tolak2, pdhl aku diri btl2 dpn pintu...haiz, bingit, so i tk msk, igt nk tunggu the next MRT..
next MRT dtg, full to the core! haiz....so i wait for the next MRT...again!
after 3 min baru dtg lg 1 MRT, yg ni pny ade juga space utk diri...yes, at last, dpt diri kt my favourite plc! haha. because i was wearing high heels, so i need something to lean on! ;)
blablabla...at last smpi jgk BUgis, saw my cousin, ktrg pki baju same! haha. we went to Bugis....tgk2 barang...k, boring. sbb da biase pegi sane, like nothing new.. =.=
ouh, then i introduced my cousin to Bugis Street. she had never been there before. Bugis Street : even though barang kt sana murah, but those yg tau mcm mana nk buat barang tu nmpk mahal, then no problem. u can even 'make' 20sd dress looks like ZARA's. eh no, maybe Esprit ke...haha...because i dont really adore brg2 ZARA, super boring, dull & looks like baju 20SD pun ade....haha. baju Esprit yg byk lawa2....if u know what i mean! ;) on the other hand, to those yg tak tau melawa sgt, agknye beli baju Esprit or Marc Jacobs pun blh nmpk mcm baju 20SD. hahaha. so, actually it all depends on how you wear it, and how confident you look when you wear that thing. at the end of the day, it depends on the individual itself. agree? yes!
so people, make sure you are confident on what you are wearing, klw tk, baju Gucci 1000SD pun can look like a fake one. right?
walk, walk, walk, at last kaki ber-blister. haha. serve me right for wearing high heels. at last kene balik cpt...then kaki da sakit2, masuk MRT tk dpt duduk...haiz...luckily dpt sandar kt tmpt my fav plc. haha. yesterday was a rainy day, sbb tu kaki melecek sey kena hujan and then tergesel kt kasut. adoi !!! Tuhan je yg tahu bagaimana rasanya....sumpah, sakit sgt2..an abrasion due to the rain, haha.
ok la, not blaming the rain! :p
hemm, the best thing is, mum & dad da blk!!! fuhh, lps rindu i kt mereka berdua...da tk pyh nk risau2 lgk...haha. mak beli byk sgt chocolates, yesterday itself, dlm kereta da buka choc Galaxy! gile sey. naek gemuk badan nanti..hahaha. best....Galaxy, Twix, Gule yg ade bubblegum, belambak sgt2!! and she also bought me a very very beautiful abaya. ouh, abaya(s)...haha. im so excited to wear it..and also 2/3 shawls, tp my mkck simpankn..haha. and my mkck pun belikn i tdg...mum said tdg CT nurhaliza. haha. no, worng, ct punye tdg can see the hair, but my tdg, cannot. hee... =D
then my beloved dad tny nk g cuti kt mane!! bestnye....nk g Jakarta, takut jam je nnt....haiz...klw g malaysia, tk tau nk g mane...but dad said that he's gonna book tickets to somewhere in Indonesia..im not sure..tp mintak2 kt negeri Indonesia tu sejuk..sbb skrg tgh musim sejuk!! haha. yay, looking forward for a holiday with my beloved family!
kudos to my beloved and very beautiful parents for being successful to perform Haj! Allahumma ij'allahuma Hajjan Mabruro.! amin!

!سلام مع الهجرة, كل عام و أنتم بخير

2009-12-18T18:51:00.000+08:00

!سلام مع الهجرة, كل عام و أنتم بخير

Selamat Tahun Baru Hijrah kepada semua penganut agama Islam.
'selamat tahun baru' mmg mudah utk difahami. tp, apakah maksud sebenar hijrah? based on my understanding, hijrah adlh belayar dr satu tmpt ke satu tmpt yg lain. tp ade jgk lg 1 mkne, which is, berubah/perubahan. im not really good at this, but seriously, I need to change. change for the better. change for the best of me. hopefully, kita dapat merubah diri kita kepada insan yg lebih berwawasan, matang & berpedoman. Amin!
rasa-rasanya, ramai tk org Islam yg menyedari bhw hari ini sudah msk 1 Muharam 1431 hijrah?
harap-harap ya.
my parents are returning to Singapore from Haj tomorrow, InsyaAllah. Im so excited to meet them at the airport. time flies. too bad, my sch is reopening soon. but Im looking forward on meeting my parents tomorrow.hmm...Im meeting my cousin....again, tomorrow! haha. I really adore her english. perfect & superb english. but what surprised me the most is the fact that she said she used to get very poor grades for her English. but gradually, her Endlish improved the very next year and she actually got distinction for it. this really gives me hope. a hope to improve my english, a hope that if there's a will ; there's gonna be a way. a hope that you can improve on something, if u put effort onto it. a hope that kills my fear. I really want to hv the strength that she has. anyway cousin, good luck for ur Os result!
ouh, today the N level student will get their results. good luck to my other cousin too...and yes, to all those who are getting their results.

An Outing With My Cousin

2009-12-17T18:30:00.000+08:00

today is a rainy day. love rain, but not the nuisance! haha.
i met my cousin at 11 at Pasir Ris MRT. we then boarded bus 403 and alighted before the round about. it doesnt make any difference anyway. just that, we hv to cross the road. not a problem. ouh, before that, when I was on my way to City Hall, I waited for the MRT at AMK MRT. and guess what? it was so the lembab. haiz. mcm tunggu buah tk jatuh. same goes to SBS. hish. and guess what? skali bile MRT smpi, tk blh board punye train. hahaha. sbb train terminate. that time da mcm, WTHeck sey. punyela lame ku tngg MRT abe MRT dtg tk blh naik. tu tkpe, yg memalukan, i saw so many empty seats abe dat time da excited nk duduk cpt2 masuk. paise!!!! teros klr balik sey. haiz...klw tk, terlantar kt AMK train depot. hahahahha. paise and kekek at the same time. hish!! tk tgk screen, sbb tkt lmbt, and too excited tgk byk empty seats. so kiasu of me. but hey, **** is more kiasu you know! at least i dont run towards the seat, but they, they actually run man! kiasu to the core. irritating. and so selfish for not giving up the seat to the elderly. what a human! 'so called' human lah...and thus, the next MRT came. I entered the MRT despite the fact that it is already full. but im afraid to be late, and ade space skt, naseb tk gemuk, so masuk je....igtkn teros train nk tutop, skali ade this 1 lady msk. fullamak, packed like sardines sey kt dlm tuh MRT. segala bau ku blh bau. haiz. what a day man. tk pernah lalui hari yg mcm tuh. biasenye MRT tk pack sgt. ni, terlbh pack sey, smpi bdn aku terselit kt bwh ketiak org. hahahaha. ewww...but i had to endure man. gee! and, i really hate that lady's hair, it actually accidentally touched my face. ergh. ntah bersih ke tk. haiz....dat time mcm nk klr dr MRT tu at the next station. tp nk punctual pny psl....i thn..
okay, ni peristiwa MRT yg first. time nk blk, i tried to grab the seat. and O-M-G, the ***** girl cpt2 lari n duduk situ,. wth man. she purposely did that sey. pdhl it's obvious that i was aiming the seat. damn irritating and kiasu. sekiasu aku, aku tk kejar kerusi mcm kerusi nk terbang okay!!!! geram sey dgn dat girl. mcm nk pijak kaki die. hahahahaha. abe dah gitu, nk chop2 kn place utk kwn die. for God's sake sey, I reached there first la sey! eeeee!! geram aku! tp utk menunjukkan bhw org Islam penyabar, aku sabar and terus diri kt tepi pintu. but seriously, i wish to slap that girl's face. gee!
k da, relax!! haha. okay, hari pun hujan kn....so my cousin n i pegi beach berpayung. hahaha. ape punye picnic dah...boring plk tu pasir ris park, sbb semue bende tgh basah, hujan gerimis. haha. naseb ade shelter, ktrg smpt syiok sdiri amek gmbr sementara tunggu hujan reda....teros g White Sand.....best! at last dpt mkn ice cream choc tu sey. igtkn semue choc, rupanye 'choc coated' haiz....ku tertipu....it's the same thing as eating vanilla ice cream. =.=
den ktrg g Tampines 1 and then Tampines Mall. my cousin ajak tgk baju kt Isetan. langkah kanan btl ktrg, drg tgh ade fare kt situ....shopping uh, ape lgk. and we both bought exactly the same dress! hahahaha.
kain lace, and satin. so nx time klw klr lg same2, blh pki, k cousin?! haha.
love you.!! xoxo!

Insomniac

2009-12-15T13:15:00.002+08:00

changing the skin of my player does not help. haiz. i thought Mixpod had recovered. when I was choosing songs for my player, it was okay. hmm...so now this blog is kind of plain.
cousin, my sis said that Pasir Ris Park is only a station away from Tampines. yes, that's true!
it's so near to ur house, man. on the other hand, it's so far away from my house that when I calculate, the journey (in the MRT) would take about 1 hr.! and the bus.....it would take about 30mins. so overall, 1h30min. which means that I need to leave my house 1h40min before the meeting time. I hope I can make it. cos I am having this sleeping problem. It takes me awhile to get to sleep. haiz. my brain had set 2am as my sleeping time. so you see, even if I were to prepare myself for sleep at 11, I would ended up sleeping at 2. haiz. I need to train myself to sleep at 11 before sch reopen. because when sch reopen, and I still hv not train my brain, there's gonna be a big problem in sch. which is, dozing off when the teacher is teaching. and that's so despicable. I despise sleeping in class even though how tired I am when the teacher is teaching. firstly, all eyes would be on me when the teacher call out my name. secondly, i wouldnt understand what was being mentioned when I was busy dozing off. it's actually a new resolution. I dont wish to sleep in cls anymore. no more pampering myself. hahahah. ouh yes, shld I ask my parents for LG CHOCOLATE BL40 (in case some people think the 'chocolate' I am referring to is the old mdel one., and that was actually BL20) or cash? hemm...I am also thinking of buying a new set of contacts. daily or monthly? but monthly seems to cost much cheaper than daily. except that i need to buy the solution on my own, which is totally out of the question. Im so lazy to buy the solution...so Im gonna buy the daily contacts. and only use it when I really need to. hemm...for you readers info, I am actually typing what I thought about last night! cool huh? I tried to sleep at 1 but I couldnt. so my brain was automatically thinking of contacts, O's, parents, and my Cookie. anyways, Im gaga over editing pictures on my cookie. haha. Ive edited about 5 pictures. I couldnt sleep anyway, so i kill my time by editing pictures on my cookie. probably I need to ask my sis to wake me up on Thursday for picnic with my cousin. hopefully, I get to sleep early, and thus, wake up early too. in any case, if u wish to stop reading now, u are welcome to do so. this post is somewhat plain cos Ive been talking bout stuffs my mind was thinking about yesterday. ouh, tomorrow is Ust Ismail's birthday. haha. Sanah Helwah Ya Ust!(bil ta'jil) Im so looking forward to this saturday. my parents are coming home!!! I miss them aeroplane loads. I really cant wait to hug my mum & dad. they have my utmost admiration & love. ouhk, I guess I'll end my post here. dont need to comment that it's boring, I feel that. haha.

dedicate to passer-by

2009-12-14T22:25:00.000+08:00

passer-by. nice name. haha. i really really want to confess something. so, this friend of mine usually ltk name die as passer-by. name sdp sgt, tu psl...jd, when i saw the name passer-by, the first thought that came across my mind was: my dear friend. LOL. i cant stop laughing at myself. i totally thought it was my friend until the latest tag came. ouh, she/he is not from Junied, that's why he/she doesn't know whether Junied have got STE or not. am i right? haha. this explain why i replied the tags like ive known her/him for a very long time. LOL!!
pdhl, pdhl...okay guys, moral of the story, ok my dear friend, nx time klw tag, jgn pki passer-by lgk k! i know that name is somewhat mysterious and enigmatic(whatever u wish), tp psl name tu i couldnt differentiate my fren and a true passer-by. haha. LOL. ive been laughing at myself since I started typing. hahahaha. ouh, I remembered my friend telling me bout this STE. for Arabiah right? hmm..and maybe Irsyad too. oh well..

ouh, randomly, i totally find it ridiculous when u hv a conversation (more like an argument or a debate) with someone on MSN or FB or whatsoever social network, then come this 1 point when you say: I said........
then this very typical person would reply : u didnt say, u TYPED.
konon2 nk tunjuk english bagus uh kn, BUT...
when we EXPRESS something, we either VOICE it out by saying or typing. it's the same thing. =.=
I'd witnessed these kind of things. and the best thing is, this 1 person actually replied what I wrote earlier about expressing something. and also : tryna pick on my english? try harder. =.=
im not making this up, but it's true. actually this kind of thing is rather common on the net.
so people, before testing other people's england, make sure you ARE totally prepared for it. okay?
or else they would reply you this : pfftt OR =.= OR =,= OR -.- OR zzzz
haha. no offence alright! this post is plain dull. and im adding stuff that I shldnt hv to. but seriously, what i mentioned above, hv nothing to do with people who know me. it's just a random topic. chill okay!

Happy Birthday!!!

2009-12-14T19:09:00.001+08:00

I would like to wish my dear, sweet friend Faezah!! I totally thought that today is the 13th of December! almaklom, last post explained that I tend to sleep at 2. so....lose track of the dates! haha.
11th, i thought 12th, 12th, i thought 13th. and today, i thought it's 13th. haiz...sorry for the late wish!
she actually smsed me early in the morning during my bday...and i wished her at 3. haiz..sorry again!
actually, i dont hv any idea of what to blog about. and I worried enough about O's, I think!
ouh yea, today chemistry revision was a success!! next would be Maths..tomorrow maybe!
the Maths assessment book I bought is very tough, haphazardly. haiz..look forward for an outing with amira! yay, babe!

~ i so envy her. she's gonna hv lunch with her family at Sakura tomorrow. argh!

ouh yes, I cant wait to meet my cousin on thursday!!! we will go to Pasir Ris Park..hmm..it's been a really long time since I last went to any park in SG. Im planning to bring sushi...yay! a picnic it shall be.! woohooo! cousin, i miss you. on thursday, we shall talk and talk and talk and take pictures of us, us, us!!!

Warna-O's-2009-2010

2009-12-14T00:04:00.000+08:00

I tried to sleep early yesterday, but failed to. tsk tsk.
probably bcos Im now used to sleeping at 2. no, not Internet-ing, but guess what? Warna-ing! hahaha!
okay, i had to admit this, the dj was cool and funny. haha. actually i intended to hear Ria, but you know what the programme is at 2, dont you? haha. spooky! and Im the kind of person that lack of confidence and...bravery. i had no guts to hear all those sound effects. so yes, i ended up hearing warna due to my timidity. haha. okay, explained how i stucked to hearing warna! hahahhahahhahaha!
anyways, how the holiday has been going? Im so gonna miss my holiday. though i do not shop oftenly, though i do not hv much to do. but hey, i love lazing around and i enjoy slacking. that's why im not ready for sch yet. especially nx yr. 2010. im gonna sit for a very very big exam. an exam that will determine my future. an exam that will determine whether i shld continue my Pre-U or go to Poly instead. it's none other than O Level. the thoughts of O's always urge me to revise my studies without fail. and till now, guess what? I hv not even read and revise my Chem and Bio. my Maths assesment book? it had been put on the shelf, remain untouched. till now. tsk tsk. i am mad at myself for not being able to concentrate, focus and commit myself into studies. O level is just around the corner. and there are many things I need to do. and YET, i wasted my holidays just like that. sad thing, huh! I dont know why I cant seem to find a time for me to sit down and revise. my vaio or tv? haiz. I want to ban myself from watching tv tomorrow. but not my vaio! haha. well, maybe I shld learn how to divide my time. okay, lets make it this way. Im gonna put aside 2 hrs tomorrow to revise my Chemistry which had been placed on my desk since God knows when. ayio! i think since the last Chemistry cls. 24 Nov. God, Im really mad at myself. It have been weeks since I last touched it and what more read and revise!!! grrrr...Thx Allah for realising me, before it's too late. tomorrow is a new day. im telling myself right now that I need to strive hard and struggle to go into Poly. Amin. ouh, I cant wait for 2010 regardless of the fact that nx yr = O yr.
how will I sound on the 1st of Jan 2010? probably: Hello Mr 2010, how are you doing? it's my utmost pleasure to meet you. oh, and how are you Mr O level? I look forward in meeting you. hello, assessment books, paper works, projects, Mr Calculator, raisins and not to forget, of course, my dear friend, whose name is 'stress'. Hello all of you!!! it feels so unbelievable!
oh really? is that how my 2010 gonna be? I will not forget 2009, the most stressful yr for me. what not, my Tarikh, Fiqh, Chem, Bio...subjects that made me sit obediently in my sis' room for revision. it's undeniably a very stressful year for me, but come to think of it, it's also the most successful yr for me (so far) for being able to make it through arabic debate and also...the top 3?! those used to be 'dreams' that I never thought I could achieved. I need to strengthen myself in order to face 2010, O level. hopefully, nx yr will not be a stressful yr for me. despite taking O's. haha. InsyaAllah, if there's a will, there's a way.
I think I dont want to stress myself on studies like what I used to do in 2009. but... what we reap is what we sow, isn't it?
wishing myself and all of you a very bless and blissful 2010... InsyaAllah!

I Hate It When You Make Plans, get excited, FOR NOTHING.

2009-12-12T23:31:00.000+08:00

i really really think that I shld join this 1 group at FB which is: 'I Hate It When You Make Plans..Get Excited..THEY NEVER HAPPEN. okay, that really pissed me off! pffffffftttttttt!
I ada satu kwn, kt MSN, buat plans..bermcm2 plan(s)...discuss pny discuss, da jadi nk g ke sembawang park esk,..this is where the FB's group came,: GET EXCITED. for nothing.note the word 'nothing'. =.= I semangat2 bwk khaki extra utk esk igt nk main2 kt laut..haiz.
lps tgk cerita, ape benda 'membawa dosa' kt RTM1, yg best sgt2, buka FB den dpt 1 call. guess what? cancelled. pffftttt. best eh? seriously, best kn? buat plan penat2, lps tu da siap kn seluar semua, brg2 semue da msk bag, tggl tngg esk je. tetiba je cancel. seriously, BEST!
ouh, sebut psl erma fatima, mcm makin lama makin interesting pula cerita yg dia buat. haritu time hari raya haji, i watched satu cita kt suria ni, tk igt cerita ape...tp best..haha. byk falsafah.
bile td tgk cerita ape kt rtm pun sape...again...falsafah. haha. naek boring pulak asek falsafah. excessive!
tapi best la cerita erma fatima. and i noticed, asyik film kt saudi. best sgt2...i just dont agree yg part seorg isteri bercinta dgn suami org. haiz...both dah kahwin, den both bercinta. i want to watch that movie again!! kali ni, nk tgk from first! td tgk halfway part Fahrin Ahmad..hmmm..ok, i end this post here. haha. =)

LG CHOC BL40

2009-12-10T22:01:00.003+08:00

ELEGANT & SLIM

im inlove with LG CHOCOLATE BL40 !!! it's so slim, so beautiful, so useful...haiz. unlike my Cookie, not even wireless. ish! and i dont even know how to create a damn folder. i did once, but forgot how to, now.!
but still, I LOVE MY COOKIE!! my beloved and beautiful mum bought it for me...ermm...hopefully she would buy for me the LG chocolate! hahaha. but my cookie is still new...ive been using it for only 8 months. not even a yr..and I love the fact that it's imperfect. hahahahhaha. hmmm....and I reckon that the price is very high right now...around 900 SD? or even more...hemm..maybe I shld wait next yr..but, by the time its price had decreased, there's gonna be a new LG phone..! hahaha. Im gaga over LG phone despite the fact that it love to stuck, jam, hang.! especially when I bluetooth pic or music..haha. and I love the fact that it's imperfect. XD ouh, and the name of each LG Phone is very unique and attractive, I must say. such as; secret, viewty, crystal...UNIQUELY LG! and, why I am gaga only over LG mobiles that shares the same name as foods!! last time it was COOKIE, now, it's CHOCOLATE. after this...POPCORN or even SUSHI or maybe CHIPS! hahahhahaha. Im looking forward for the next LG phone...hahaha
random: what shld I ask my parents to buy for me in conjunction of my exam's result?

*happy birthday, and indeed, 28 is a good number! ; )

McD's choc cone

2009-12-09T16:39:00.000+08:00

my bro is off to KL. hemm...planned to go to McD for breakfast with my family. but then, I slept at 2 last night! so the next day ape lg, tido...haha. we went to McD at 2 for lunch, tunggu hujan stop...best la duduk rumah hujan!! sejuk je...chill sey..best! and Im counting the days bila my guardian angels nk blk...i miss them loads!!! and just now, I got to speak to my daddy...aww...so sweet. I miss him!! and of course, my very beautiful mum, I miss her badly...relieved that they are in the best of health. May Allah protect them. Amin!
have I told you that Im craving for McD chocolate cone? NO? haiz...since that day kn, my fren pny adik mkn McD pny ice cream choc yg cone tuh, I mengidam nk mkn tu!!! chocolate die yg shining tuh, smpi skrg masih ade di kepala ku. hari tu klr dgn dayah, igt nk lps kn crave, den ended up mkn sundae hot fudge, my fav. and today, td da determined nk mkn cone chocolate yg bersinar-sinar tuh, tetibe takde!!! just imagine!! haiz...i ended up, eating....sundae hot fudge... for the second time!! bile ntah nk dpt mkn choc cone yg shining tuh...eee...geram sey! ouh, harini, I baru perasan, setelah beribu kali mkn Filet O Fish, BAHAWA cheese die setengah je! hahahhahaha. I didnt notice it actually, bcos I just want to eat the Filet, not the cheese. tk heran sgt....tp my sis yg kate...lps da mkn setengah burger tuh, baru nmpk cheese. kwang3!
hahahha....rupanya betul...I ate setengah ade rase cheese, lg setengah tkde...tsk tsk. luckily im not a fan of cheese. except when it comes to PIZZA! ouh, ckp psl pizza, I want to eat pizza! I guess Im going to be fat sooner or later...crave this, crave that....all foods!! funny or what?! and im so sure that nnt mk da balik, I want to eat pizza with her..OoOOooo. confirm buka sch gemuk. ish, tknk!!!!
and Im pretty sure that my parents would be asking me whether I exercise or not.!! haha. that is the reason knp skrg makin bersmgt lgk nk bgn pagi.,...so ade time nk exercise..jd parents blk, the answer's gonna be: yes. but not 2 hrs. 2++ min! kwang3! stamina low, though Milo is my fav drink. haha!
after blk McD, da smpi rmh, cik liza pun dtg, she bought me and my sis a pencil case for each of us. so generous and thoughtful of her....hmmm....okay, till here. blog whenever I want to blog!

Phenomena

2009-12-09T00:10:00.000+08:00

my friend kept saying things that I kind of irritated with. and, the caps lock. maintain eh! haha.
ouh, she even reminded me to talk about Dick Lee. Dick Lee reminds me of an Eng Tchr in our sch...which this friend of mine despise. blablabla.
guess it's SG IDOL fever huh? on facebook, MSN. commercial...haha. i watch only after Top 4...
and ish, I cant forget the BOOMZ phenomena!! any of you knows about it? cos, this friend of mine doesnt know bout it, and I actually hv to explain it to her. I knew of it recently too. after knowing about it, I thought the whole SG knows bout it. even the SG idol people. hahahahhahaha. why? they keep saying the word BOOMZ which can be seen in SG idol commercial....and just now, if any of you watch SG idol, florence was wearing a leopard print on the cover of 8 DAYS. and gurmit goes......LEOPARD PRINT?!!
hahahahhaa. LOL. guess they cant get over it. the media people. haha. ouh, if you dont understand a thing about this leopard print or BOOMZ 'phenomena', kindly go and search at Utube. that is, if u want to. if not, dont bother. I understand the whole 'phenomena' through Utube. kekek. it took me hours. haha.
I personally think that Tabby has a gr8 voice. though she air.-my friend said. haha. Sylvia, in my opinion, she doesnt hv the potential. sezairi? often admonished for his STYLE/FASHION. i guess it was okay, right?
these left us with Tabby, but no, she didnt make it to Final. I actually thought that Sezairi and Tabby would make it to the final. and IF sylvia were to be chose, then that simply means that Tabby would join her. but my guess was wrong, haha.
what if....the 3rd SG idol is....a MALE..and a MALAY...........................AGAIN?!!
break record,huh?! I was quite bewildered why Sezairi was chosen instead of Tabby. because sezairi received an unpleasent comment. while Tabby-none. all I heard for Tabby was that she's already a star or something..and all the encouragement words...hmm...votes are important, huh?
and I think when Taufik sang, it's more mesmerizing than Sylvia. so why did one of the judges said that it's the first performance that got him mesmerized? haha. funny though.

The Princess And The Frog

2009-12-07T19:02:00.000+08:00

I want to watch THE PRINCESS AND THE FROG !!! It's my childhood memory! my childhood bed time story! haha. and obviously, the song(s) playing is/are the piano version of the OST of The Princess And The Frog. the only difference in the plot is that, what I could tell when I watch the commercial is, when the princess kiss the frog, she turns into a frog. haha. but in my childhood storybook, which I still can remember till now!, when they kiss, the frog turns into a handsome prince! whatever it is, I want to watch it!! confirm happy ending like any other fairy tale! weeee~~~~

T1, TM, Bugis & West Mall

2009-12-04T19:35:00.001+08:00

my cousin said that pimple sweeten up the face. huh! maybe for her..kwang3!
i hv lots of story bout today! okay, early in the morning, I went to Tampines with dayah, T1 & TM. the shopping malls are quite boring. haha. but okay la, if u HAVE money, u see.
dayah treated me to Arcade Time Zone. and I was so stupid to hv return back the card after a game. I thought that we would redeem our money back. but no. haha. den dayah pun tk kisah...she kept hers. luckily.
best jln kt tmpt Tampines MRT punye luar. hahahaha. walked and walked and walked. McD. at last, hot fudge! it's been quite weeks uh. my sweet mum used to buy for me sundae hot fudge. :( , now I need to buy it for myself. i miss her. badly.
oh ya, we went to find a birthday present for Ida. so we bought her a _____ . tunggu buka sch nnt k!
*evil laugh* surprise! i wanted to buy one for me too. but, I dont hv much cash. seriously, the only thing I desperately want right now is MONEY. and i really think that I should join the group called 'I HATE BEING BROKE' on facebook. I didnt join it bcos, i thought i wouldnt be broke. ergh!
k actually not totally broke la, still got money inside MR BANK. & some cash. tp pepatah melayu kata:
sediakan payung sebelum hujan. so im doing it right now. who knows? nau'zubillah!!
jln pny jln time nk blk, baru dayah ni terigt yg plastic hadiah tu tertggl kt McD. haish! dat time, buka satu langkah silat, which is, langkah seribu.! fuyoh. haha. kidding.
the next destination was Bugis. in the MRT, dayah & I were busy talking & laughing...PEACEFULLY, until the YPs came in. hish. I hate to admit this, but I WAS SO disturbed and annoyed and irritated. and they were malays. sadly and UNFORTUNATELY for me. chaos and havoc. like, jakun tk pernah naik mrt.
and honestly, i hate them to the core. even though it was just a 30min journey. dont blame me. or even other people in the mrt. we dont hate them for no reason. they themselves PURPOSELY irritated people, and, what do you expect if u irritate people? of course they would hate you. and yes I did. sorry loh...
personally, I hate being born as a Malay. and im so thankful that I am mix. but being a malay itself is what we call, 'the ugly truth'. yes, that's the ugly truth!
i was once proud of being a malay. why? the national anthem. 'MARI KITA SAMA...'. whatever.
I dont think teenagers are at fault even though I do think that they are such an obvious disgrace to the society. but from what I observed, teenagers wouldnt be wild if their parents know how to teach them well. or better off, guide them. but no, the parents are busy and theres no one to take care of them. agree?
dont blame me. i hv prove. there is this malay saying that goes: bagaimana acuan, begitulah kuihnya.
pardon me for using malay sayings. but, Im a malay myself. oh, mix malay. hahaha
back to the topic, yes, i cant deny that some parents have done their job, but some teenagers are just too stubborn. and im not touching on that, mind you. im touching on teenagers that needs guidance.
i feel sad for them. but what's their excuse for being such a disgrace? parents? knowledge? religion?
baik buruk, semue dtg dr diri sdiri. agree?
k la, whatever, im not being racist. and if i were to be a racist, i would hv support the malay right? but no im not siding them. i just wanted to point out the reason why the popular saying is still going on, which is: bila lah melayu nk maju.
it's true. some people are tired of hearing it. it sicks. but look at the society. moving ahead or....?
u choose ur words.
back to my story! haha
relieve bile da klr dr MRT. ktrg pun g ke West Mall, amira joined us. and as usual, was late.
ktrg mkn kt dpn KFC after beli mknn kt tmpt lain. hahhaa. terok seh.
and the day then went well. except for the fact that I hv to stand in the MRT for about 8 stations. and of course la, stlh sehari berjln, kaki ni penat sgt2..mcm nk duduk bersila je sey kt lantai tuh. haiz!
so total stns, from bukit batok to AMK is 12! good thing dayah klr, i dpt duduk.
ouhk dah, till here! no grudges aite!

>>>>do you find the slang 'aite' cool or annoying? i felt kind of irritated if people use it wrongly. without any purpose at that! and, i doubt it is included in the oxford or cambridge dictionary. well, it's a slang after all.
ouh, what about the word 'boom' which was popular since the ______'s case.? slang too right?
is it included in the dic? im too lazy to search for it. maybe later..!

my L-A-M-E post

2009-12-03T22:53:00.001+08:00

aiyah! my legs' muscles are all aching! probably due to the exercise I did yesterday. ehem, org jarang exercise, so mcm 'shock' gitu muscle kaki ni. kwang3! haha.
today I did the usual thing: sleep, eat, shower, internet. and the cycle repeat. boring. haiz...i wonder the home's bill for this month! esp for electricity. omg. blame it on me. internet 16/7. not 24/7. because I do sleep more than 8 hrs! XD
tomorrow Im going out with Dayah. to accompany her to her aunt's plc, then after that we'll try to find a present for our friend's birthday. haiz. leceh lah org birthday time lps buka sklh..hahaha.
this post is super duper lame. dont u think so? L-A-M-E.
i dont really hv anything to say, but I just feel the urge to blog : nothing. or.....anything??
hemmm....zzzzzzzz...ok, lets talk about sch. that i hv 'left' for 2 solid wks. eh? didnt count the days.
holiday is undeniably boring. but, it's fun too!! though I hv nothing to do at home excluding the internet, eating, sleeping and laze around....why fun?? this is what we call a care-free life!!! the life that I hv been waiting for since God knows when. since I was gr8ly depressed due to studies. since I was so stressed having to memorise all those ayats for fiqh and dates in the history and keep on practising maths...haiz. finally man, its over. i mean, finally!!! but unfortunately, time flies. why eh? why dont time crawl? i wish time crawl.
haha. im not done with my sentence lah. im trying to say, i wish time crawl FOR HOLIDAY!!!
but for school, I wish time flies at the rate of a.......ermm.....the fastest bird on earth? hahahahahahahaha!!
but that would be fun, seriously. ergh,....actually i could do lots of stuff during holiday....khatam quran, or even memorise ayats...hmm..or even, go to the library? haha. that one is laugh-able. =D
but the bottom line is, I really do NOT want holiday to end. I do not want to face O's, im afraid. I do not want to face Maths' difficulties. I do not want to meet awful people. snobbish people. irritating people. annoying bunch of people. cocky people. heartless people. full of nonsensical people. ah, i hv to meet them sooner or later.
on the internet, besided playing some games on facebook which i find gerek, which includes: fishville, roller coaster kingdom(my fav though it got stuck all the time), bricks breaking, fish isle..etc, i love to go to Utube to check on SGans' vid. which is a new habit I hv developed. haha. u shld check it out. like, the NS video, MRT vid (the nose digging before the public! yucks!!!!), the malaysia's vid too...hahah. LOL all the time. i want to say something, nah, not appropiate.
okay, so, is this post still L-A-M-E? i hope not, cos i enjoy typing since just now! k la, thats all.
have a good weekdays and weekends ahead of you..!

on a random note, i hate this pimple that got stucked at my NOSE badly! hish. i hate, i hate, i hate!!! pimple, i hv a request, pls....i beg u, pls go away!!

an outing :)))

2009-12-02T15:47:00.000+08:00

today outing dgn family cik lizah at Anchorvale. cume uncle yazid and anak sulong die je tkde...&&&&& akel was CUTE!!!! cute, sweet & very the manja...i love him so much!! cant stop looking at him & pat his back. haha. he's a one adorable boy. :))))
cik lizah & i went to the gym while the rest of them went to the swimming pool. the pool was very big...haiz, it's been a really long time since i last entered the pool. i didnt say swim, because i dont know how to. thats why i said 'entered' . haha. pathetic, eh? one of the reason why I am afraid of water. & worse, tsunami.
cos confirm i wouldnt survive. if i do, Allah's will. huhu~~~
oh, no wonder everybody was looking at me when I was about to leave the gym...i ate. chewing gum. ish!
so embarrassing meh! swear i wont do that again. huahauhauhauahuahuaha. one of my biggest mistake. =.=
but that indian lady was very annoying. can speak politely mah? cannot eh? NO, im not being racist by using the word 'indian', bcos i dont know her name, and i only know that she works there. not being racist okay?
some indians are actually sweet like my father's friends..so NOT being racist at all. i just dont hv any other word to call her. =.= & plus, i was about to LEAVE. not enter, ok?
after that we went to Compass Vale. ate KFC. boring. i prefer McD much more. but ate quite a lot. hahahaha. crazy, pdhl baru lps dr gym...grr..
but happy jugak, bcos Ive lose some weight. im back to my old weight!! yay! and if possible, I want to reduce....I am trying my best to wake up early every morning to exercise. bcos im not a person who would exercise in the noon. prefer the morning more. but unfortunately, always wake up late. huhuhu~~~
hemm...duit dlm bank da sikit. probably i'll stop using my card for now. :'(( which means, i am now dependent on cash. which i lack of, sadly... :(

quite a lengthy post, i bet u readers are bored right? ok fine, i end here. bye!

jalan-jalan cari SUSHI !

2009-11-30T20:02:00.001+08:00

yay yay yay!!! i ate sushi today.........again!! hahahha!! gerek lah...!! once is never enough! ;p

sushi best!!! and the brownie was so hot & crunchy & yummy & delicious & 'once-is-never-enough' one!
dayah replied sms, so, the name of the plc is : SHIN TOKYO. go there!! must try babe!!
@ yew tee point...just right infront of Yew Tee MRT Station. level 1..wooo, promo nih...haha
there's a promotion at the time being. so each white plate cost 0.99cent, so might as well : $1.
cheap right? i ate 3 plates..the last plate, i only ate 1, so full..want to know why u will feel full just by eating 5 sushi?? because,....the main ingredient of sushi is ....if u guess RICE then yes, you got it right!!
the rice is made into 'pulot' haha. except that it's not yellow in colour like the pulot malays eat...
it's almost the same thing as eating pulot...mengenyangkan....huhuhuhu~~~ mcm phm jek...NO, my father does not own a sushi restaurant...! how do i know?? it was merely a guess!! hahahaha. seriously, i was boring, and was so enthusiastic to blog, so all the craps came out..sorry huh!
anyways, LOT 1 & YEW TEE POINT best lah...nx time go there again k, babeS!
bought this dress with my friend, jaja. haha, we were fighting over the dress. it was so pretty! very childish...tsk. after separating from Jaja, dayah n I went to Sun Plaza...bought dress...again! this time, with my friend, dayah. Thanks sunshine!
hemm...wondering...when is our next outing? huhu~~~ ;)

what if tomorrow...never comes?

2009-11-29T15:30:00.001+08:00

ergh, i wanted to blog last night, but after returning home, I was so famished! and, guess what? I ate sushi with my cousin yesterday. woohooo!! she treated me to sushi, chocolate, and a black long sleeve shirt. cousin, ily. haha. we went to Orchard Ion, she bought herself a new pair of shoe which was chosen by me (ehem, haha), a new work attire (which she said she would wear it tomorrow to a seminar-which was also chosen by me) and a black long sleeve shirt.-the same one as mine, but diff sizes. fuh, what a day.
at last, my crave for sushi is fulfilled. only sakura. hmm..nx time.
im looking forward for an outing with friends tomorrow..depends whether dayah will be there or not.
the only thing is, i need to fork out my own money. life sucks without parents. seriously. i mean, for me.

anyway, pls, visit this link Doomsday 2012. i urge you.
not that i am so obsessed about 12.21.2012 would be a doomsday, but, as a reminder to follower of Islam.
we have been pampering ourselves for so long. we have been taking things lightly/for granted.
not to mention those who take prayer/solat for nothing. not to mention those who disobey almost all the pillars of Islam. like, who are you? a muslim? think again.
it may not be 2012, it may be...sooner.
dont ponder on 2012, but instead, ponder on what youve done. and im reminding myself by blogging this thing more than im reminding you readers.
O Allah, please protect umat Nabi Muhammad SAW

what if...................tomorrow never comes?

hello! long time no update!

2009-11-28T00:01:00.005+08:00

intended to blog last night, but then, too many people came to my house, so in the end, i was beat & exhausted. hmm...my eyes are very tired & i feel like sleeping right now. but this dzulhijjah, really uh, she asked me to update. or else she wont read my blog no more. haha. threat, huh?
anyways, im not aunty, nor grandma, nor great grandma.~~~oh yes, forgot, Happy Eid El Adha to those muslims who ARE really muslims.i abhor the smell of sheeps, but love eating MEAT!
prove:: I dont know, I just love it! i love rendang,...I love meat...so much!!
and just now, at masjid, I ate MEAT!! lots of it!! and ive gained weight too. silly!!!!!!
these few days, ive been missing 2 persons. 2 very important persons in my life. very very very. my parents.
i was so disappointed when i couldnt watch them LIVE on the NET. i really wanted to watch my father giving the sermon..but unfortunately, the satellite failed. :'(
i miss my dad. i terribly miss him. i miss my mum. i miss to go shopping with her. i miss her buying me stuff that she know i love. i miss her protecting me from being injured. she's my guardian angel. i miss her badly. i miss my parents. terribly. :( hopefully Allah is protecting them. amin!
reading dzul's blog, i came to think of what i would be after sch. so true, i dont want to grow old. i dont want to leave sch. well, maybe my secondary sch, cos its so painful. but hopefully, when i reach poly later, i wouldnt want to graduate. huh? hahahahaha. ok, i mean, i would miss days in poly. ehem, mcm phm
ayyah, my k sedara said, poly's lives lebih best & laidback dr secondary sch's. she enjoy poly's life the most. she also said about JC. very good. she said that once we get into JC, we need to pass all subs, one sub fail, then thats it, no U would accept you. how scary, huh? and once ENGLISH fail...haiz...taulah naseb... just imagine, pdhl point bdk JC super power lg bagus dr bdk poly..tp bdk poly have more chances of getting jobs easily. from there, i am determined to go to Poly. hemm...all because of 'practical' bcos in Jc, all is about theory. hmmm.... *-)
1 min to 12. goodnight everyone!!

*i proudly would like to congratulate my adik sedara yg pass PSLE dgn begitu cemerlang..sungguh lebih bagus dr kakak sedara die..aggregate: 244. gosh, boy, you are qualified to go to bukit panjang sec sch lah sey. victoria ke...haha...R I? haha. RI brape klw nk msk?? yg pntg, above 270/280?? really? but anyway, i am so proud of my cousin. yiipppiieeess!!! shine always!!

kerana mulut, kaki binasa.

2009-11-24T16:14:00.000+08:00

today chemistry class ended 20 min after the actual time! the boys were so havoc & chaos was going on for almost the whole time! haiz...tchr was pathetic, keep on asking them to shut their mouth. i guess, they dont understand english. eh, then why take chemistry? haha.
after class, mira & I went to Bras Basah's popular...we bought assessment books. I was so boring that I have nothing to do at home, so yes, decided to buy some assessment books for practice. hopefully, I get to finish it before sch reopen. cos when sch reopen, im gonna buy a new assessment bks that suit my standard.
we both then went to Banquet to hv lunch. haha, mira was surprised that we saw a Suria's actor. he was with an American/Australian...blablabla...
know what? throughtout my journey to home, I stood in the bus. grrr. if I had known, I would hv wait for another bus instead of taking that bus. and anyway, why young people these days do not practise courtesy? how shame is that. there were this 1 pregnant woman & an old man, but nobody give up their seat for them. selfish people. I hate them. no wonder MRT & buses have signs that urge people to practise courtesy. but those signs were all futile. these people never change. hmph!
I walked 2 bus stop's distance!! yes, I dragged my feet! as I ate too much & didnt hv time to exercise.
at least, a walk a day keep the fats away! OOooo...kerana mulut, kaki binasa.
haha. i ate and ate and ate, and in the end, my feet get worn out!

I miss my parents!!! <3

2009-11-24T00:16:00.000+08:00

it's 00 10 ! what am i doing in front of my laptop, when tomorrow, i hv chemistry class!
haha! anyway, my mum left for haj in the morning...23 november. Allah protect her, amin!
Pls Allah, protect my parents for me!! gonna miss my mum.
since my mum has left, there's no one to go shopping with me.! :'(
which automatically means, i stay home...........doing.....NOTHING.
internet, internet, internet. haiz...i wish internet is free! but still, i'll try to control my usage of lappy!
to prevent global warming....house's bill...serious!
okay, i miss my mum. lots..!! <3
May Allah bless her & grant her Haj mabrur.
& of course, my beloved father, too. I miss you!!! miss both of you!!!
haiz.....i couldnt imagine how my life would be without my beloved parents.
cant live without them! Allah, pls repay their kindness. cos I can never repay them. amin!

حمد لله و شكر لله على هذه النعم

2009-11-20T15:07:00.002+08:00

.حمد لله و شكر لله على هذه النعم

This is my happiest day & I would never forget the moments when I received my report book.

Alhamdulillah, Allah did not disappoint me a bit. I am so thankful.

That was the first time I took my report book from Ust Mokhsan.

The first time I took my report book & everybody saw it.

The first time I took my report book proudly, and, unexpectedly.

Alhamdulillah, I couldnt hv done it without HIM.

Oh yes, I would like to state that I dont care if people want to call me arrogant or something. Im thankful enough that I received my report book from the vice principal. and why even say that Im arrogant? even if it's true, then say it face to face for God's sake. dont be such a coward. some people simply HAVE NO IDEA what they said. sad thing. pathetic.

I cant wait to express my feelings to the thcrs later. I am so going to sch with my mum to lodge a complain.

trying to pick on me? try harder. =.=

Burdah was gr8, God, I would really regret if I did not attend it. I learnt a lot of stuff today.
I knew of some things, but didnt really ponder much on it. but today, my perspective has changed.
thx to Sir Dzul. his words of encouragement, ayat2 quran, it were all true. I simply LOVE it.
لَئِن شَكَرْتُمْ لأَزِيدَنَّكُمْ وَلَئِن كَفَرْتُمْ إِنَّ عَذَابِي لَشَدِيدٌ
Ayat ni teramat lah popular, but sad thing, I never seriously ponder on it.
Im reminding myself MORE than Im reminding you. infact, Im not trying to remind you, but since, this is my blog. so i write what I want.
this ayat give me courage if I were to get a bad marks or something. sir Dzul said, that a person who scored 50/100 and is grateful is WAY BETTER than a person who scored 90/100 but is not thankful.
yes, in enducation, you MUST not feel satisfied with what you have, but thats not the point. what im trying to say is, be grateful to what Allah has gave you. and if you want more, go ahead. but, never forget to thank Allah for it. yes, Im reminding myself.!
no wonder, org yg markah sikit tetapi bersyukur, lama2 akan jadi org yg pandai, InsyaAllah.
and ade pula, yg dah pandai tetapi tk bersyukur, Allah tarik balik. Na'uzubillah.
im reminding myself not to be arrogant when I have more knowledge than others.
so people, ponder on this ayat. dont take it for granted. Allah tak menurunkan Quran kecuali sbgi peringatan untuk manusia.
Biltaufiq wal hidayah. (for me... ;D)
tchr pun kate, kita mesti cherish ilmu kita. APPRECIATE UR KNOWLEDGE.
takut2 Tuhan ambil dr kita ilmu tu. takut2, klw Tuhan dah ambil, kita takkan dapat ia semula.
Takut2 sampai ke liang lahad kita tak sempat mengambil semula ilmu itu.
yes, im still reminding myself. MORE than reminding you readers. huh?

A Day At The Sentosa

2009-11-18T18:09:00.000+08:00

skipped sch though my friend coaxed me to go..sorry, cos I was lazy & prefer to sleep.........haha!
first thing after i woke up, went to take my shower...blablabla..my family and i went to a coffee shop for breakfast. haha, my food wasnt delicious, so i ended up eating my bro's breakfast. and he, had to finish mine!! then we went to SEntosa....again(for me!).
My craving for go-cart was really fulfilled...haha! the Luge was gr88888888!!!! rode the Luge & skyride twice today!! haha!! so in total, i'd rode the Luge and skyride thrice! i wish my father own a Disney Land or Escape Theme Park or even, SENTOSA! haha..i also enjoy taking photos of merlion!

for me, this is my best shot of a merlion.

the rest, are spoilt!

from a different angle...

Im not a photographer.

& obviously, I dont own a DSLR or whatsoever.

hence, images were taken by my hp's stupid camera which is ONLY

3.0 megapixel.-which seriously, the thing I hate the most

about my Cookie.!!

oh yes, images were taken when I went to Sentosa with my friends and tchr.

not with family. :)

on a random note, I hate Vivo City. so BORING!

Tiring Day

2009-11-17T22:33:00.000+08:00

went to Orchard Road with my sis & mum this morning. we headed to CK Tangs, then...McD....then...Ion Orchard....then....about to go to Far East Plaza..but time does not allow. haha, the way i just typed is so retarded.
anyways, CK Tangs was boring...and so does Ion Orchard. I shld hv go to Far East Plaza, which is more interesting, and well, my fav.! but then, my mum wanted to go to CK Tangs...and I, on the other hand, wanted to step my feet on Ion Orchard. haha, it's a new mall, and Ive never been there. so i decided to go and take a look while Im at Orchard..
One thing I can assure you when you go to Orchard is: hefty price tag! haha.
Duh, it's meant for tourists..tourists' plc...tourists' price..haha, cos I know, SGan like me wouldnt like those prices..ex. DKNY bags at tangs: 250-400 or maybe even more.
i think, Elle and PH were the cheapest. well, it would be arnd 100- +++++
ok dah.
at 5, we went to Woodlands for dinner, after praying at mum's friend's house.
what a tiring day!

hypocrite

2009-11-16T16:02:00.000+08:00

I could never forget november the 16th. i could never forget what you've done to me. I would never forget how hypocrite you were. I would never forget how you ARE so suitable to be categorised in the category that Allah has mentioned in the Quran.: أتقولون ما لا تفعلون
note this: I WOULD NEVER FORGET !!!!

the excursion went well...but I had a really tough and rough morning.
upon reaching sch, everything was okay. until an incident took plc. *pls excuse me to spit*
I apologise to *** for my childish temper. i shld hv learn how to control my temper, seriously.
PLEASE consider urself terribly lucky, cos Im not revealing ur identity.
BECAUSE, i hv iman, unlike you. i hv dignity, unlike you. i hv a sense of shame, unlike you.
I know that Allah will cover up one's 'aib IF the person cover up another person's 'aib.
oh, i absolutely forgot, that, you hv no iman, so why shld you bother bout it, right?!
AND, AT THE VERY LEAST, I aint a hypocrite like you. dont deny it. cos its bloody obvious.

honestly, you spoilt my day. you ruined my supposed-to-be-good morning. you spoilt my im-excited-and-anxious attitude. nevertheless, may Allah give you hidayah & taufik. you ought to hv them.

sch's excursion!

2009-11-15T18:55:00.000+08:00

it's been 3 days! wow, how are you readers doing?
ive been having bad bad days. hope tomorrow not one of them. bcos, tomorrow, i hv an excursion with my sch mates. yay! cant wait for all those thrilling rides with my friends...!! water splashing..all those fun!
though ive been thinking too about whether i shld obey the rules or, i wont say break, but i'll say, have fun. why hv fun? not that im trying to say that breaking the rules are fun, but sometimes, rules are, in this case, boring. for me, as long as i cover the particular area and people can still recognise me as Juniedians, im gonna go on with my plan. so babes, everything will go as planned! alhamdulillah, this time, Allah really gave me a determined heart. huh? what was i blabbering about? even i dont know.
moving on....it's been forever since i want to buy new pants. at last...but only 1. too expensive. it's ok, i'll wait after the sch holiday started. confirm SALE!! yahoo!! cant wait for the YES.
for those who are not used to the shopping terms, well, YES stands for: Year End Sale.
well, maybe uve seen it before during courts adv. right? cos i saw it too! :D

i am determined. determined to wear what i want. determined to go on as what was planned. well, as long as it covers the appropiate places, remember?
other than that, have a good day! wish me a good day for tomorrow's excursion!

P/S: take risks on everything you do. AND, dont blame it on others. for you took the risks urself! haha, reminder to my friends who are wearing cotton and outside shoes(other than double rhomb).

UA's Bday & Malay File!

2009-11-12T12:49:00.002+08:00

went to celbrt UA's bday yesterday with friends.
blablabla.
did something stupid. haiz...
thcr K told the physics students that we have to pass up Malay file. last minute.
arghh!!! but still, i skip sch today, bcos sch is boring and i wouldnt hv anything to do.
for 8 solid hours. just what do you expect?
can go crazy. i decided to stay at home!
but yes, my malay file!! hopefully, when i come to sch tomorrow, tchr K would still accept my malay file.
ergh, i really hate it when my plan is being spoilt !

and, guess what? i bought the a pair of shoes that i was eyeing for!!! wohoooo!!

Happiest Day!

2009-11-10T18:31:00.000+08:00

today is my happiest day, besides my birthday!
1. In the morning, Dzul gave me a choc-TOBLERONE!
2. Received my Arabic Language & Sarf's results. they were satisfying as i didn't put much effort onto both of them!
3. Received my Bio Pract/Theory Result's! they were awesome! though i wasn't the highest for the practical exam, as my marks totally sucks, i was the highest for Bio theory and MCQ! congrats tengku, u did an excellent job!
4. gave ust Ismail calendars after WEEKS of forgetting to bring it to sch. so forgetful of me!
5. My friends and I played all kinds of games in the class. ZA, WATERMELON, BINGO, MEOW, MOO... everything terklr!!! anyways girls, I would never forget the:
1, 2, 3, OFFICIAL !!!!!!
6. when i was playing games, i received SMS from my cousin, she said that her paper was easy!
and i am super HAPPY for her! =)
7. went to McD with my friends and, they were all busy with the MONOPOLY thingy. haha!
8. saw a cute sneakers on my way to the bus stop. thinking of asking my mum to buy it for me!!
9. i didn't walk all the way home from the bus stop after alighting (actually i need to walk 2-bus-stop's-distance), i actually went to the opposite bus stop to take a direct bus to my home! xD
my sister said that i was super lazy though i weight lesser than her! HA! HA!!!
i mean, 2 bus stop's distance, and i was tired, and, the weather looks as if its gonna rain soon!
but was quite paisey when i alighted only after 2 bus stop. which is maybe 1km. HAHA!
10. i received my nicely made dress that my mother sent to the tailor a few months ago. the word is MONTHS. so, finally!
11. after shower, mum told me she bought a hair dryer that costs 100+ . wow, she remembered that i have been wanting to own a hair dryer since forever for my hair is long. so sick! anyway, i love my bonda deeply! HEARTS!!

wow...these are the things that made me happy!! infact, this is the happiest day for me besides my birthday!
thx for those who made this day a happy and wonderful one!